After surgery, I studiously avoided looking at myself in a mirror. In my mind my face was still whole. This was not the case, and one day in the hospital Dr. David J. Reisberg came to visit. He was a professor of craniofacial medicine at the University of Illinois in Chicago, and a specialist in facial reconstruction.
I suggested a false beard which I would wear suspended from hooks over my ears, like a kid playing Abe Lincoln in the school play. "It's not like I think I'm fooling anyone," I said.
Good doctor Reisberg smiled and took some photographs. Like all of the professionals I was to meet who worked with disfigurement, he had a warm bedside manner and discussed my problems in a matter-of-fact way. He had seen worse. Much could be done. When I was on my feet he had me come to his clinic at the University for some 3D photos that would give him more to work on. Also as a reference was a bust sculpted by a friend as an assignment in art school:
That was the beginning of a two-year process that has now resulted with my coming into possession of a silicone prosthesis. Dr. Reisberg brought in David Rotter, also from the University of Illinois, and he involved Julie Jordan Brown, a Milwaukee artist and anaplastologist. Working from molds, they created a prototype prosthesis and sculpted it carefully to more closely resemble what had been there before. This device would fit over my lower face and neck and, colored to match my skin, would pass muster at a certain distance.
It was a problem finding the right material. Two original models were too stiff, so that my head held upright reminded me of Erich von Stroheim in "Grand Illusion." I couldn't look down easily, which was a problem for walking and typing. Two weeks ago, David was back with a softer silicone that was much more wearable. Since I'd last met him he'd been in Haiti and Guatemala fitting false limbs for children who had lost arms or legs in natural calamities. My problems are small potatoes. David snapped the photo below after the fitting, and before the final coloring had been completed. I'd say he and Julie did a pretty wonderful damn job. I like my new prothesis and know from observation their work was painstaking and done with love and care.
I will wear the prosthesis on the new television show. That's not to fool anyone, because my appearance is widely known. It will be used in a medium shot of me working in my office, and will be a pleasant reminder of the person I was for 64 years. Symbolically, it's as if my illness never happened and, hey, here I still am, on the show with these new kids. When people see the "Roger's Office" segment, they'll notice my voice more than my appearance.
At the beginning of this process I assumed I would wear the new prosthesis whenever I left the house, so that "nobody would know." But everybody knows. The photograph of me that appeared in Esquire even found its way onto billboards in China. And something else has happened since that day in the hospital: I accept the way I look. Lord knows I paid the dues.
My appearance reminds me of the original Phantom of the Opera in the 1925 film. When I saw the 2004 version of the musical, it struck me that the modern Phantom was cheating. He wasn't wearing a mask, he was wearing a designer facial adornment more suitable to Mardi Gras or Carnival in Venice.
Not only did the 2004 film change the nature of the disguise, it moved the problem to the Phantom's upper cheekbone to make better use of Gerard Butler's exemplary chin. Still, the modern Phantom's approach held a certain appeal for me. You know what they say: If you don't have it, flaunt it.
Photoshops by Marie Haws
As a long time fan of your film reviews, I deeply admire the way you have handled this situation. It's hard for people to take pot shots at your appearance when you so clearly accept it.
As an aside, I wish to thank you for your lucid writing. I study psychology in graduate school but am deeply interested in all things cultural. Only problem is when I try to find good books on my favorite films, they are usually laced with inscrutable postmodern jargon and flatulent, elliptical prose. A recent 'reading' of the 'text' of the movie Shane discussed castration, queer theory, suture theory, etc. What all this had to do with such a rich, psychological complex movie I have no idea.
Best of luck with the new show and continued success in the future.
The bottom picture has the additional advantage of making it look like you can chew and spit bullets. Maybe you could star in whatever they're going to have to replace The Cape with.
If you're going to flaunt it, you could get something that looks like Jack Haley's scarecrow chin. It could actually be kind of fun. Almost steampunk. And an homage to your business - films! But I wouldn't recommend wearing the scarecrow's "hat." Except maybe at Halloween...
And I should have said, that prosthetic really is amazing. And you look like a very kindly grandfather in that photo.
Holy cow! What an amazing job they did!
Kudos to your coming to terms. Even though in my head I might know it was small potatoes compared to others' problems, I still think I would implode with self-pity if I were in a similar situation, I am ashamed to say.
Roger,
I'm sure I'm not alone in saying this, but it's very brave for you to share such personal information about your life. It's inspiring.
Very exciting prospect!!
I love your humor. And you.
You are inspirational. And acceptance is a wonderful thing. As long as you're productive and having a good time..well..that's all that matters! Thanks for sharing your story...it means a lot.
It's kind of scary how much that bearded photoshop of you resembles Leonard Maltin. Are you two related somehow, or have all film critics evolved from a common ancestor?
Ebert: Yes. We all descend from the sloth.
This was blocked from FACEBOOK? Strange. Regarding your thoughts, acceptance can bring such freedom. I look forward to seeing your show!
Swear, Roger. Swear that had this never happened, you still would not have grown that beard.
I LOVE this blog entry. Talk about growing through adversity! You, sir are a model of how we should all be comfortable in our own skin.
Thank you for the post, and for serving as such a great example!
Hey, steve-zee,
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Thank you for staying so public, despite your vulnerability. It's a lot of fun reading about such an intimate part of your life.
Thank you for sharing this part of yourself with us Mr. Ebert. I also have a facial disfigurement (paralysis) and i've been curious as to your thoughts and philosophy on this for a while. For me, the only time i'm aware that something is wrong is when I look in a mirror or when I encounter other peoples' discomfort. Like you said "in my mind my face is still whole." I accept how I look as far as going out in public and being social and not hiding my face, but after 16 years I still feel a dissonance about it when I look at photos- they just don't make sense in my brain and I cannot accept them. I think our minds have a natural inclination to want to make order and fill in the missing piece. I would love to hear you explore this topic more. There's also a book called Autobiography of a Face by Lucy Grealy that talks about this.
If you look at the radio serials of The Shadow and the Green Hornet, the artwork often showed a mask that covered the lower half of the face.
The idea of "The Phantom of the Opera" was, he wanted to fool people by hiding everything that wasn't "normal".
We got used to "The Lone Ranger" wearing a mask. Maybe you could be "The Lone Critic" and write a fantastic backstory for your character.
I highly recommend you use that photoshopped bearded picture of you for your 2012 Yearbook. Since, you know, we're indeed all in on the joke. Plus, it makes you utterly look like Professor Ebert.
A gem from the currently-being-edited interview for my next podcast episode:
"My grandmother, an old vaudevillian who after smoking and drinking her whole life died at age 93 of mysterious causes, advised me: 'if you can't fix it, feature it.'"
--Stevie Coyle, guitarist
My heart grew two sizes.
What an amazing time we live in. :)
Forget all that. I love your new glasses!
All look great. But, really, someone like you they could make look like anybody, and we'd still "see" Roger when you turn on your intellect and uplift gift.
This is a really great post - thank you for being so open about what you are going through. You look great and kick ass!
Congratulations Roger! I am very happy for you and i can't wait to see the new show this friday!
You look great with or without it, Roger. Like the beard, too.
This is wonderful technology and I'm very happy for you! Bless David Rotter and Julie Jordan Brown!
It seems like you're playing both sides here in terms of the intentions of your wearing the prosthesis, but in the end, it's your chin. Not everybody else's. Yes I think pretty much everybody on earth knows what you now look like post surgery, but in the end it's how you feel about it.
I hate to trivialize it, but the nerd in me had to: after Luke Skywalker got his hand chopped off by Vader, he didn't have to get a prosthetic right hand. BUT he wanted it, and it's his body. To hell with how everybody else feels about your prosthesis, and to hell with The Phantom.
The prosthetic looks great! Can't wait for the show to premiere! All lthe best!
Roger, you are a talented man who has overcome so much. I've loved your work for years. I put you right up there with people who have had to deal with unimaginable physical difficulties. I don't know what to call it but bravery, courage, and spunk. What a brilliant prosthesis design! You look MAHVELOUS!
In truth, what you have had to endure equals or surpasses some of the classic cases I can think of -- Helen Keller (blind & deaf), Itzhak Perlman (polio) come to mind. I'll be 72 this year and in the third act of my performance life.
I won a spot on TV at age 17 as a children's show host. I was vain and struggled with acne as a teenager, then became one of the first women radio talk show hosts in the U.S. My flare for drama brought me to movie reviewing from 1971 to 2010.
I have a small painful defect in my lower lip where a tiny mucous cyst was removed in an office procedure in the 1980s. My scar was sensitive right after the anesthesia wore off and only worsened with healing. In my 40s at the time, I railed against my fate; my oral surgeon told me he had done 100,000 similar procedures and never had a problem. Further surgeries to improve nerve function left a painful scalloped scar on the lipline which I covered for years with a tiny piece of adhesive tape and lipstick. I was sure everyone saw it. I told my grandkids I had a boo-boo and no, it wasn't getting better. Eventually, the pain diminished or brain patterns have suppressed it. I have other things that I've had to endure, but who wants the "organ recital" of this old woman?
So, tomorrow, I'll get up in the morning, pick up the newspaper, and read the obituaries. If my name isn't there, I'll go on with my day...
Not an original joke, but it works for me.
Peace, love and happiness, dear friend,
Ellen Kimball, Portland, Oregon
That bearded photo looks like the offspring of you and Bill Murray--which is to say, it's awesome.
Looks great! I look forward to enjoying your show. Reading your blog and your reviews are highlights in my week.
The prosthesis looks great! But there is something to be said of the false beard. You look rather dignified. But I don't know, there are those that are simply not "beard people". You may be one of them.
Roger,
A) That chair doesn't mess around. B) I see you use the greatest ball point pen the world has ever known: the Pilot G-2.
Ebert: Yes. The bold point.
Roger, the way you've faced your considerable challenges with a shrug and a smirk is just so boss. I don't have anything of serious value to contribute, just wanted to let you know that I adore your optimism. You're a real champ.
I just want to simply say that you are a true hero well deserving of all the beautiful things life can give.
You're right. Its not really that important how you look to others. For us, you're the same either way. Its the thoughts coming out of that brain of yours that your readers (or listeners) hold in high esteem.
Whatever makes you more happy and/or comfortable, AND is achievable.. go for it! More power to you!
As a survivor of ALL leukaemia cancer I can empathise the hardships faced in your situation. Your confidence and willing to share your experiences is nothing but inspirational to me and everyone going through a tough time in their lives around the world every day.
I read your reviews every week and have frequented many videos on youtube of Gene Siskel, Richard Roeper and yourself. All of which are a pleasure and privilege to watch and read since I have been a lover of film all throughout my childhood and teenage years. Now at 21 and in successful remission, I have been accepted into film and Television direction at RMIT University in Melbourne Australia.
I thank you Mr. Ebert for providing me with strength and inspiration through the worst of my days. I am glad to see you looking well and ready to get back on the box; and like many others I will be watching. I wish you nothing but the best for your new TV show and life in the future.
Facebook is RETARDED to ban this post... (I guess I should say Facebook is SPECIAL NEEDS).
Who are we protecting from reality? I personally think everything you write has been of some type of value for me. I have been entertained, educated, sent on a journey to research something, pushed to the theater, watched a genre I dislike, but never abused.
I earned my wrinkles and paid a lot less for mine than you have paid for your chin. My hat is off to you, my friend.
That looks absolutely fantastic! They did a truly great job, and I hope it helps make life just a little bit easier from time to time.
That said, prosthesis or no, we'll take you any way we can get you! Keep doing what you do best! I'm just greatful to be able to read your writing week-to-week.
Roger, looks amazing. And as an aside--do you listen to the "Filmspotting" podcast? It's a great show and Chicago based. Just curious.
Your indefatigable optimism,wit and bravery in the face of all this(no pun intended) is heartwarming,Mr. Ebert.
The Erich von Stroheim "Grand Illusion" reference was sheer brilliance in a bag.
"Since I'd last met him he'd been in Haiti and Guatemala fitting false limbs for children who had lost arms or legs in natural calamities. My problems are small potatoes."
And THAT'S why we admire you so, and why we'll be watching the new show.
So wear it, don't wear it--whatever makes you feel most comfortable. Those who dig you won't care so much how you look on television, just that you're back on television.
By the way, agree wholeheartedly with earlier posted endorsement of the G-2. Truly consistent ink flow and a nice rubberized grip. And the Pilot G-2 mini--a pocket pen measuring a compact 4.5 inches long--looks so sleek it could have been prototyped by Q Branch.
Break a leg!
Roger, you inspire me with the way you've handled your recent challenges. Thanks for being you.
Mr. Ebert,
Your movie reviews are often far more entertaining than the movies themselves. Your writing has greatly enhanced my appreciation and understanding of (ahem) the art form.
It's one thing to feel a movie sucks--it's better to be able to say why. And it is a joy to have the language to describe greatness.
Thank you.
When I visit this blog, the review site, or the newsletter, I picture your face as it was. When I read your words, I can hear your voice in my mind. Synthesizers and prosthetics are great aids, and I am ecstatic we live in a time where these technologies are available. As you have said, memory can recreate all the great foods we have eaten. Well, I have a great memory and a good imagination. Prosthetic or no, lead with your chin, sir. It's still there.
Wait, I have an idea...go with the beard, as pictured. Dye it black, put on about 50 pounds, and everyone will think you're Brian Blessed.
You can go around shouting "GORDON'S ALIVE!!!!" You'll make a mint.
Sorry Neil, but Jack Haley played The Tin Man and Ray Bolger played The Scarecrow. You were right about the hat though.:0)
The Pilot G2? Now -that's- an Amazon link waiting to happen...
I loved that pen!
Damn, man. That new prosthesis looks good. My initial reaction when I started reading the article was, "Bah, you don't need a prosthesis."
But as I read I thought about how many people with no hair wear hats to cover it (and nobody thinks twice as that) or how many people who don't like their gut make sure to wear clothes to cover that. And then I saw your picture, and wow. That's way better than anything I'd seen for facial prosthesis. Bravo.
Wear what you want, I say. You look fine both ways, Roger.
Dearest Roger,
After my discharge from the USAF in 1971 I moved to Chanute AFB to live with my parents. I soon moved out on my own in Rantoul, and moved to Champaign in 1976.
I was a real movie-goer back then, seeing 3-4 movies a week. I saw Rocky Horror the first night it was shown, saw Clockwork Orange about a dozen times, and on and on.
And in this time I discovered your great little show on the local PBS affiliate, WILL-TV.
I have loved your work ever since. You are an instant link to my happy days in Illinois. I had to leave Illinois in 1982 to move to San Antonio, in effect moving from a college town to a G.E.D. town, but I always watched you wherever I could find you.
God I'm sorry for all the suffering you've been through. And it's more than I deserve that you are still working, still enriching my life with intelligent, heartful opinions on subjects beyond movies.
I doubt I'll ever get to meet you, but I hope you'll outlive me. I don't know how your private moments are, but you handle your celebrity with grace, courage and intelligence. Clearly your life is one that is worth fighting for. You must be surrounded by people who love you very much. You're Roger Ebert; how could you not be?
Love and respect,
Bob Waldon
Dallas
You really are amazing. You are on the path of the true human being, I think. Plus you look fabulous! ;-)
Also, I love That Neil Guy's steampunk suggestion....
It's difficult for me to truly understand what it must be like (or must have been like) for you to accept your appearance as it is now. I will say that it didn't take much time for me to accept your current look because I never identified you by your physical appearance. It's always been your voice and spirit that have popped out to me. With your voice in tact through the written word, I will always see and identify you through what I read. Which is probably for the best. After all, you look like Leonard Maltin with the beard. Looks are deceiving.
The prosthesis does look amazing. Congrats on that
Hi, Roger.
I was just thinking again about some of the stuff you wrote including the concept of having intentionally unrealistic prosthesis. What did you think of the recent HBO series "Boardwalk Empire" in which all the main characters had some kind of flaw but for which, in my humble opinion, the most likeable character was the ex-soldier with half a face.
Although I liked him when he took the prosthesis off (and felt deeply for him at reactions it got), his normal walking around with surreal prosthesis was both awesomely noble and profoundly touching.
Other than some of the characters in Deadwood I can't think of many TV characters I like as much as that sniper.
You look great with the new prosthesis (and not that bad without it, either).
What a superb beard, Roger.
I'm so pleased that you're pleased.
You're so generous and upfront in sharing this journey with your readers
I hope you're serious and do indeed flaunt it in silver.
Uncanny valley and all that, even the best designed "realistic" facsimile can't compare to a metal appendage.
Congratulations Robert. The pro looks good. I don't think you need it, given that you've accepted your new visage, but its your call. Be happy, be well, and everything else will work out.
Does Bruce Campbell still need a stunt double?
Just asking.
Shine on Roger! We're still reading (and loving it)!
The definition for "grace" should include your picture, my man!
Ebert: Tony is the much-loved O'Rourke's bartender circa1970.
Probably not terribly important, but what is the story with the billboard in China with your face on it? I tried my luck with Google, but couldn't find anything. Did you write about it before?
Ebert: It was advertising the Chinese edition of Esquire.
Hi Roger!
Seeing the lead foto (the fake beard) I was expecting a post about Islam and tolerance for moderate Imams. You really look the part there.
But what you wrote was even better, and wise.
Thanks!
The first thing I noticed were your new glasses. They look great!
Roger:
You are a luminous talented being, and you're here sharing all those wondrous thoughts with us. I'm thankful, you inspire me.
Love from México
You're tough as nails. A real hard case . A True inspiration. You don't whine or complain you just continue "onward thru the fog" . I hope one day you write about what keeps you going. I don't care what you look like I still will read your stuff...
Roger, I'm an older lesbian, but I find that full-bearded photo of you quite attractive. Does this mean I must turn in my membership card and forget all about the secret handshake?
The prosthetic looks great. That, along with the painstaking work that has been done to replicate your voice, has collectively been an education as to what technology can truly do. In this century, we have gone from dreaming of the flying car to farming on Facebook, kind of a disheartening change of priorities. However, I am truly amazed by these medical advances, and you are paving a path for other survivors of cancer, jaw injuries, and facial paralysis to follow. You are an inspiration to us all, good Sir.
Prosthesis on, prosthesis off--it's all you, Roger, no matter the packaging--and it's all good. Sorry for the creepy source material, but as Polanski's character says in "The Tenant," "What right has my head to call itself me?"
Break a leg, in the nicest possible way.
A metal chin would be so Lee Marvin in "Cat Ballou".
You are like a modern day Tycho Brahe, only instead of the nose it's the chin! Okay, I jest, but seriously, to echo what has probably been said a million times, you are a true inspiration!
Hi Roger
I'm regret to inform you that you have been misled. Zebra's Jimnie Gel 0.7 is superior to the Pilot G-2.... and I used to love the G-2. I hope you give the Jimnie a try, and share your thoughts.
PS, The new beard looks great!
"When people see the 'Roger's Office' segment, they'll notice my voice more than my appearance."
Speaking of your voice, will you be using the computer reconstruction of it you've had made in Scotland? I believe I saw you demonstrating it on television (Oprah?), but it wasn't yet finished, and you were using one of the stock voices in Mac OSX. Has your personal voice now been completed? I'm curious whether you're happy with it.
Best wishes, and break a leg!
Hello Mr Ebert,
I grew up in a country where "At the movies" (with yourself and Mr Siskel) didnt air on tv. I live in Montreal for now almost 8years and, since I've always been passionate about cinema , I became addicted to your reviews and online material of all kind, I learned to write english and learn to appreciate your "franc parler" and personality. You have become a huge source of inspiration in my life.
On the other hand, I've been looking for months, everywhere, for dvds or videos of the original "At the movies", i really would like to see them all, do u have any ideas where i can find them? thank u
That's an Orson Welles beard.
Awesome!! You wouldn't have to wear it when you come to my house for a party. We love you just the way you are.
I could make some semi-humorous comment such as "The more things change, the more they stay (almost) the same." The news prosthesis looks very well on you. Mr. Rotter and Ms. Brown are due congratulations.
As are you, for your courage and perseverence.
Abre Los Ojos!
The prosthesis is a remarkable piece of work. As a man who has worn a full beard for 40 years, I like the beard on you. I think it suits you very well.
As so many others have said, the way you have dealt with this situation is an inspiration to all of us.
True that Greg (jan19)!!!! Most of the human race have challenges they must face (interesting choice of words) and I, like all your other fans, admire the grace with which you have dealt with yours. It is, however, your wit, insight, and heart in being a social observer and reporter that has led me to appreciate your "Rogerness". Our world needs you so "live long and prosper". Just another fan. Jim Petty (open letter to Sarah Palin)
Roger, when you say at the start "in my mind I was still whole," maybe you weren't physically whole at that point, but you are complete, and more than complete, in every way that counts.
I suppose the prosthesis has taken the real beard off the table.
You're a class act. But of course, you're a Roger.
Just a wee note to thank you for pushing this so publicly. Illness, even disfigurement, is simply a fact of life. No one is responsible for what chance brings to their door. However, hiding yourself away - or allowing others to hide you away - suggests otherwise.
I don't know, maybe people find it easier to ignore what can happen to any of us. Maybe it's easier to push these things to the shadows and pretend they're not there. However, that's also to lie to ourselves and hide behind shields that are, when push comes to shove, little more use than paper. That can't be a good thing.
I lost an eye, and most of my sight three years ago, but can still only guess at what you must be going through. There's just too many cliches and platitudes out there, and we each use all of them to save ourselves from actually having to imagine what someone else is going through. I've heard them all and, over time, they come to mean little. So I'll wish you the luck and the strength to take it from here and thank you for keeping it firmly out of the shadows.
Simon Cordall
We love you Ebert, any way we can get you! Cheers!
This just makes me smile. You live with such grace, and blessings to you for sharing it.
I'm just curious, once you re-start your show and are wearing the prosthetic, I know you do a lot of typing with your computer but have you been practicing or just getting used to the new voice program that you will be using that you'll be able to basically type at a rate and enter the text into the voice program that you'll be able to keep up in a conversation that you might be having with either obviously the viewers or other critics about the movie that everyone will have no problem understanding through your voice program? First time I've ever heard of this type of technology so I was just curious. Thank you for taking my question and have a great day.
You look great!
Deep down inside my secret slightly-guilty very-sentimental personality-revealing if-I-could-only-have-one favorite movie is the 1968 "The Producers", and reading the last line made me smile and recognize, quietly, a fellow spirit smiling back.
As another survivor of salivary gland cancer, you are my new hero!
Love you no matter what you look like!
I am glad you are coming back to let me know what you think about movies. When in doubt, I always look on the internet for your reviews. I think they are the best. I think you are the best.
he should of smoked cannabis to avoid cancer....
Big fan for many years.. Your courage inspires me..
BRAVO ROGER!
Fantastic! Your attitude and poise is an inspiration to us all. Looking forward to your new show.
Who is the handsome fella at the top who looks like Darwin?
HA! I just noticed that you have great hair.
Onward, sir!
Isn't a way that new prosthesis could get to be permanently placed under your skin, like the way many women with breast implants do. Somehow a surgery done that staples in a prosthesis in place under your chin skin...Just a thought. Congratulations from a long time admirer in Baja Mexico. Keep fighting!
You look wonderful. Congratulations.
i was wondering if you ever thought of learing sing language since you cant talk with your voice anymore ,im flunt in asl an have friends who use it .it easyer then carying a taking coumpoter an lot more people no asl then before .glad your doing better
You know what's really cool Roger?? You could have a couple of the prosthesis made, one with a full beard, one with just a mustache, one with a goatee, etc....And change your look every day! Keep on doing what you do...It's comforting to have you around!!
Roger,
I have followed your career over the years from the days when we used to hang at O'Rourkes. Your accomplishments have been amazing and now you are overcoming so much. I look forward to seeing you again on TV. Keep it up, you challenge all of us to be better. Best of everything to you.
Anita Lee (Schnitzer)
I think you look wonderful. But it is your spirit I admire so much. 20 years ago you were in Evanston one evening for a book signing and came into the bookstore apologetically explaining you could not find a parking space. My son, age 13 at the time, and i were just leaving and offered up our space right across the street. My son could not get over the fact that someone so famous would treat him so kindly. It left a huge impression on him as he continued on his journey to Hollywood. Thanks for sharing your great soul with the world no matter how you look! Best wishes.
Hang in there, Roger. I need you to guide me thru all the Hollywood muck. Before I spend my $8.50, I want to know what you think!
PS:
Will there be another Little Movie Glossary? I had loads of fun contributing to the last one.
Gerald Fitzgerald
Dallas, TX
Dear Mr. Ebert, Many (many) years ago when we were living in Chicago we were at Kamehachi on Wells St one night when the only two two empty seats were at a table with you and Gene Siskel. It was quite an honor, even if an accidental one, and we've never forgotten the short conversation we had with you. We really enjoyed your show and always found your comments right on target. My wife is also a cancer survivor. We hope your prosthesis will allow you to go back to doing what you love the best. It looks terrific! May all the good luck in the world come your way.
The prosthesis is fantastic -- and you're rockin' it. I can't wait to see you back in the saddle!!!
Looking good, Roger. Can't wait for the new show.
I know Del Close donated his skull to The Goodman (Sure, I do!) but I didn't know he left his beard to you!
I find your candid approach and demeanor wonderful. While only a fan, you have now made me a huge fan. Very best wishes to you on your continuing journey.
Congrats, Roger. I hope you are doing well. This looks great and you are an inspiration!
Roger,
I generally picture you the way you looked years ago when I last saw you. However there is something compelling about the new look -- it says to me that the essence of you has little to do with chins and such -- that you are moving forward with your incredible wit, charm, and intelligence. I think it is exciting that you are able to take advantage of modern medical technology though.
I am looking forward to your new tv show.
This article made me think of you. Not only can you have the appearance of your face back (that prosthesis looks great even in the blow up) but your voice too!
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/health-12228027
Mr. Ebert,
Thank you for sharing this process with your readers. Cancer is a reality for many people and your fight, your willingness to show the real view of the results of surgery is inspiring. Congrats to you on your new look.
God bless you Mr Ebert.
You are so very brave and inspiring to all of us.
I love the fact that you are back in public media in order to allow us to still hear your voice. You are amazing, before surgery, and maybe even more so after, because you have shown us all how to live and appreciate life. We are so lucky you are still here, and I second what another ready stated: the prostetic looks amazing, but either way, we'd love to look at you just as much without it.
PS - it made me smile to look at your picture post-surgery and you have the same sparkle in your eyes as always.
Cancer: 0. Roger: 1.
I applaud your courage and, prosthesis or not, you are truly a beautiful person.
Hi Roger
you'll be happy to know that the face i remember, is that of a young editor at the Daily Illini when i was at IUSA. it's a long, long time ago but those were interesting years. Not to mention a more civil world even though during your Viet Nam protests !!
I've watched your TV shows and read your writings for all these yrs and thought it was about time to say hi.
you're a brave guy to keep on , keeping on rather than giving up as so many might do. Heck, maybe you'll be a roll model like MJ
I kinda like the white beard routine but the prosthetic should work fine
Jeff Winton
The photo with the beard makes you look like Mike Leigh's younger brother!!!
Congratulations on your 'go forth and conquer' style. Live life to it's fullest!! -- Just sometimes we have to do it differently than we used to. What is that saying ... something about learning to adjust your sails to the storms?
I'll keep you in prayer as you deal with the challenges and adjustments of what you have been through, and that which is yet to come. I have a sincere empathy, I believe, as I walked a parallel path with my mother from 1977 until her passing in 1997, at the age of 57.
She had five malignant tumors removed from her head and neck, that caused the loss of her jaw, some of her teeth, the roof of her mouth, the uvula and lymph nodes down into her neck, as I recall. It was a medical miracle that she survived her initial surgery at all -- the odds were about 20% for survival at that time. She was written about in medical journals in the US and Canada, and was visited by doctors from around the world, during her years of treatment.
Unfortunately the numerous attempts at a jaw prosthesis for her failed; they were never quite right. The initial ones were actually implants (using a variety of materials, some combined with her own bone marrow) that were rejected by her body.
I'd like to think that, just perhaps, some of what she went through aided in the success of your outcome thus far. It's stories like yours that makes her sacrifices worth it. I know that she would agree.
Even in the early years, post surgery, she would visit patients that were facing same/similar surgeries as hers. I often would accompany her and we would spend time with their families as well. She believed that being willing to share with doctors and patients would help others in the long run. Perhaps she was right... it has.
Many blessings to you and yours...
Carolyn Sasek
In Loving Memory of Patricia Hargrove Ferrier
Thank you for sharing your story. It is brave and admirable.
Congratulations! You look great!
Roger, I certainly accept you as you are. I personally do not think there is a need for a prosthesis. And, I certainly do not think that the camera on the show has to do a medium shot when you are on. All of America should be fine seeing you as you are. We just want you back on TV. And, while the voice model of your past voice is cool, it would be perfectly fine if you used the default computer voice. Welcome back to TV, Roger! We are very glad to see you. Definitely appointment TV!
I have tears in my eyes; they are tears of joy! how wonderful it will be to have you back with us ( you've never been away really)
I love movies and I believe it is because of you and Roger ( I watched you religiously) and secondly, I believe in magic - "if you build it they will come" I truly believe! Ever so fondly
PLEASE Roger! I need serious help: will the new show be on in Tucson? i tried searching for it on the cable guide but it didn't show :/
Your wit remains both insightful and penetrating, but I think a more appropriate comparison was not the 2004 Phantom of the Opera but the banter between Robin Williams and Harvey Fierstein in the 1993 motion picture Mrs. Doubtfire.
MATCHMAKER, MATCHMAKER MAKE ME A MATCH; FIND ME A FIND, CATCH ME A CATCH.
To use the f- word - you are F-ING AMAZING. You really are. They say attitude is everything, and well you have GOT THAT DOWN. I am so happy you can continue on with the reviews and spot-on insight that I have been enjoying for more than 20 years.
Thank you!!
Roger,
I have long followed your graceful battle with this for quite some time. I have second degree burn scars all over the right side of my face. I figured growing a beard would cover it up (when I would finally get old enough to grow one). I learned that after skin grafts and other trauma, the hair doesn't quite grow in. Now I am cursed that I can never experience the manliness of the beard or goatee (unless having it on one side only becomes the norm).
My wife is glad to have never battled a beard, so that's the happy ending.
It has been fourteen years since I had my scars looked at, and seeing this article, I can only wonder what modern miracles await me if I sought them out . . . however, unlike you, if my scars went away and I was "normal" again, no one would recognize me.
Looking forward to the new show, and I think you look dapper as hell and ready for primetime.
I am so happy for your recovery. My father had the same type surgery in 1969. At the time they tried reconstructive surgery with a metal bar and skin grafts. It was a long painful process and was not successful. He was a very strong person who served in the US Army in Europe during WWII. He was a medic and ambulance driver and always said what he had gone through was not much compared to some of the guys he saw and maybe what they could learn working on him would help somebody else. After reading the article about you, it has brought peace to my heart. God bless you.
A very moving account, and a very good looking prosthesis. I am one who reads reviews of things and rarely watches TV, so I must admit that I--perhaps of all your fans--never actually knew what you looked like. AND I had never seen the photo in Esquire till just now. So when I saw the photo of you with your prosthesis, I WAS fooled. I thought: "I'd heard he'd had cancer, but you can't see any sign of that..." Truly!
Good luck to you.
WOW...Kudos to you Roger and to your team of Dr. Reisberg, David Rotter, and Julie Jordan Brown. You have given a new lease on life to not only yourself but to many in similar situations that question... What do I do NOW? Once something has been done you know how people will work to make this possible for more people and work to improve the materials, the science of voice, etc. You have shown how a never quit attitude in life is possible. Thumbs UP...Mr. Ebert!
Good for you. I don't think I would have chosen the same path but you have validated your desire for life!
Hi Roger,
Thanks for all your reviews over the years, and for finally coming back to TV. Not only do I remember your writing for the Daily Illini, but also living a few doors down from you in Scott Hall. All the best for the future and welcome back!
John Sheehan
Bless you Roger, hope your burdens are light and your joys many.
thank you for your reviews over the many years. Miss Gene, glad you are still here!
you are a hero to me roger.... thank you for your courage and humor! you enrich my life and i love your movie reviews too.
I'm not a huge fan of movies. Lesser so of critics. But I am a fan of you. You are an icon of perseverance. Much respect.
Roger,
You look wonderful. Your amazing strength and wonderful personality always shined through over these past few years anyway. You are the best example I can think of to illustrate the importance of what my mother used to call stick-to-it-ivity. Kudos to your lovely wife for her constant care and devotion to you through this life challenge.
I am a cinema lover and always enjoyed your intelligent, insightful reviews. Am looking forward to seeing more of you again and can't wait for the new show. Love and Blessings to you both ......
Honestly--what's the big deal? Prosthesis/no-prosthesis--he looks just fine either way. We are all made of energy and, Roger, yours is great! :)
I don't watch TV these days, but I do read Roger's reviews before deciding which movie to see (or not) over the weekend...
I saw the Esquire pic, and thought, "eh, looks fine." I thought it was with the prosthetic. Shows what I know, I guess. God bless. Look forward to the new show.
I so admire you.
You have the bravery to accept what you've been dealt and the brilliant insight to still see and believe in that amazing person who is still there intact yet stronger.
Thank You!!
Wow this is amazing. Congrats!
I googled Dr. Reisberg and noticed he is a dentist. Actually dental specialist (a maxillofacial prosthodontist). I think sometimes dentists get a bad rap, but stories like this remind us of the amazing work they do.
Wow! Congrats! I am so, so happy for you and your wife. Glad you will be back! God's blessings!!!
You are absolutely amazing and an inspiration! With or WITHOUT the prosthesis.
Rock on!
Roger - I admire you courage and example. If you do not wear a black slouch hat and an Opera Cape I will be very disappointed!
Best, and I look forward to your show.
Phil
"...and will be a pleasant reminder of the person I was for 64 years"
Roger: you are still that person. It is only the external that has changed -- although I am sure that the external change has wrought changes inside yourself, your purview of your world and how you fit into it -- but essentially you are still the same fine person you have been for 64 years!
Thank you for sharing this with us...it is important for us to all recognize the frailty of man in the face of unforeseen events, and the strength and determination and courage that can be called up in the face of the same...
May you live a long and full life.
Rachel Stern
The prosthesis looks fantastic. I can't wait to see the show here in metro Detroit.
And thanks for that great picture of Gerard Butler. He looks smokin' as the Phantom.
Dear Chris,
My father had a laryngectomy and your words brought tears to my eyes. It takes a very special person to express with words what I have felt in my heart about my own father. Thank you for your sensitivity and kindness.
Your courage in the face of adversity is an inspiration. Thank you for sharing so much of yourself with others. You are a beautiful man, inside and out. Congratulations to your doctors on a job well done! Good luck with the new show and continued success to you in the future!
I have come to like the new you--the non-prosthetic one. It has replaced my image of the old "you" in my mind. And it is a nice image.
But if you would like to change it--that's fine too.
My point? You're fine just any which way. But as my mother would say: "Whatever floats your boat."
I like YOU--not what you look like.
Thank you for sharing your triumph over adversity. You help us all by example when faced with tough situations. Now for more selfish reasons, I am THRILLED you are going to be on television again. My dad and I used to watch your reviews weekly with Gene, and it has always comforted me to see your excitement at well made movies, as well as your absolute amazement that some of these films ever make it off the writers pages lol. Thank you for being a fighter Roger.
Your reviews are always the ones I go to first. Even if I don't always agree with your critique/views (I usually do), I still find them the best baseline for every film I've seen. I have a few of your books and refer back to them, even after having read them. Thank you so much for showing such courage, perseverance, and openness. I'm sure it has been a great help to many who aren't public figures. My mother (who was my best friend and passed onto me a great love of movies) passed away last year from breast cancer and it wasn't until I came out of a fog of initial grief that I could even think to do something enjoyable or "fun". But going to the movies was the first thing I felt like doing. And I got my father to go even though he rarely goes out to a theater and he also was able to slowly find enjoyment in something. Thank you for being part of something that gives me so much. You are a great inspiration and I find such hope and positive feeling in your survival and desire to be with us your fans and admirers.
Roger - I'd be very interested in reading your thoughts on the evolution of Terrence Malick's films and where you feel he is going with his next two films?
Mr. Ebert, I hope you don't mind a dumb question, but does your jaw (without the prosthesis) hurt? I hope you are not too uncomfortable! Thank you kindly.
Ebert: No pain in my jaw. My shoulder has chronic pain from the tissue the removed, but it's not usually a problem.
His new prosthesis looks okay but I quite like him with his 'real face' too. Looks cute :)
Mr. Ebert, I've missed seeing you on tv and hearing your reviews. Though when I read them, I find I can "hear" your voice just fine. :) I expect the same will be true on the show.
I think you look great in every pic here- whatever you feel most comfortable with, we'll still be watching and enjoying....and possibly yelling at the screen.
All my best~
Laura
Mr. Ebert,
I'm not sure if you will read this, but very deep bows of admiration and respect to you.
I can't say I've been a big "fan" through the years, not that I disliked you, but I would tend to ignore the critics, at least until I've seen the movie first. So, I knew you were a famous movie critic, I just didn't give you much attention.
But this... this... wow, to reveal your life so openly... to come out of this as you have with such elegance and grace... it reminds me of the once graceful, now gone, stars of yester-years. I can say your words and life have deeply moved me. The difference being that those stars were simply acting and move on to the next part... this is your life for which the curtain only closes once.
May the universe grant you quality of life as you continue your travels through the cosmos.
Although I still love you mostly for your mind (and your writing) I am also a fan of your face, in all its forms.
Main thing is i want you to live to be 120 so i can keep reading and hearing and seeing you until I die, which won't be for at least 30 years (maybe.).
YOu can just pretend you are a character in a movie who gets to use a cool piece of technology that can give other people in more dire straights hope that they can have something like that too.
'Symbolically, it's as if my illness never happen...' That is a "Two Thumbs Up" open-ended statement.
I am hoping for your continued good health. My very best to you and yours.
Thank you, Mr Ebert! bob
Mr.Ebert, Aloha from Kona Hawaii, When I was in High School I loved your show. Now that Im much older,I love your Blog! Thank you for keeping your fans up to date. I wish you only the best. Robert.
Mr. Ebert, I don't know whether you will ever read this, but I have to tell you, I can't admire enough your bravery, perserverance, courage, or optimism. You are my hero. And the prosthesis looks incredible!
You are a constant reminder that I have no right to complain about my job, my life, or whatever petty problems I think I have. I am ashamed to admit that I too often forget how lucky I am just to be healthy.
God bless you sir!!
right on!
you know, i think we all lose so much in life over the years, our looks, sometimes our minds (not being funny- thinking disease here- Alzheimer's & Dementia), our friends to disease, accidents, drugs. It is really a joy to see you still going for it and that is what I think makes you a great movie critic. Most movies are- in some way about the human condition (even sci-fi alien movies).
this might sound crazy, but i think you are blessed, bro.
Dear Mr. Ebert,
I love to run into you randomly in our neighborhood (I live at 557 West Fullerton). I always feel so lucky to see you and your companion, and I am very proud of your tenacity and your grace despite your struggles.
Thank you for continuing to field the many films for us, and for being such a charming and great neighbor! You are an inspiration to me.
Sincerely, Kjerstin
Hey Roger, I have to say, I think the beard look rules. Please reconsider going with it. Guy with an extremely manly beard like that HAS to know what he's talking about, right?
Roger,
You get to play the hero of your own movie. It's up to you weather you make it a tragedy or not. But I think not. You're too smart and you have too many people on your side. And as you have already proved with a doubt, the world is about ideas and great minds. Just look at Stephen Hawkins. Keep writing, keep tweeting, keep enthralling us with your wisdom. We love you just the way you are Mr. Ebert.
Looks terrific and I am so happy for you !
I still can't stand the Amazon links...
Enough already with the hawking!
Thank you so much for sharing. You are an incredible person. I've always been a fan, but now am in awe. You are an inspiration, thank you for reminding me to be thankful for EVERYTHING! Best wishes for you and your wonderful wife.
W/the beard you may look a little like Leonard, but fortunately for us, you can only write like Roger. Thanks, and don't stop!
Oh Ebert...
My dear, dear Ebert....
It fills my heart with joy to know that you are feeling good about yourself and your new prosthesis.
But understand, I would admire you no matter WHAT you look like.
Keep the pen strong, my friend.
I have been watching you (and Gene) since I was a kid. I have to admit, I loved it when you two argued, and I usually agreed with Gene! I always read your reviews first and appreciate your opinions, insights, and, in general, world view.
If anyone chooses to make "pot shots" at your appearance---well, shame on them. Whatever makes you feel comfortable, and confident, Sir.
I am an admirer for many reason, and I look forward to reading you for many years to come.
Mr. Ebert:
I was raised in a town in VT with only rabbit-ear reception on our tiny black-and-white. Thankfully NBC and PBS were the two channels we got, so I grew up on Siskel and Ebert. I had great admiration for the both of you (but I usually came down more on Mr. Siskel's side) and you gave me a lifetime love of movies. Thank you for that.
I never seen you on TV (only because I came from another country and I don't have a TV), but I just happened to saw your story on the Yahoo front page. I just want to let you know that - you seem to have a very good attitude toward life. I really admire that. And I hope you'll keep smiling and enjoying life. Phantom of the Opera is one of my favorites. Also, you remind me of the movie Vanilla Sky by Tom Cruise - another one of my favorites.
Hey Roger, I am sorry for what you have been through saw a link on Yahoo didn't realize this happened, watched your reviews years ago. I am a Christian and basically conservative but can not believe the garbage that was written about you on twitter. Whether you agree or not with people there is no need to be that cruel. Hang in there! And I like the beard pic and as far as the prosthesis I think you look great without it. God Bless...
My message I am posting is for Roger. I just viewed your disfigured face for the first time today, and want to make some comments in support of what you must be going through. You can do whatever you want. I support you 100% in your recovery, and if you want a prosthesis of any type, any shape, any look that is A- OK. If you want no prosthesis that is fine too. I am saying these things because I too struggle with not having the face I wish I had. I may appear attractive, but as a transgender individual I wish I was the other gender. It certainly is a difficult process. Watching your TV show over the years (especially with Roper) has been a real connection for me, even in my dark times when I was very, very depressed for 5 years. It was your show, and Bill Moyers', and The McLaughlin Group that helped me hold on to some semblance of a normal life. So do not let anybody of any stature give you trouble over how you look, or how you choose to look. I support you 100%. I hope you have many years with us. Thank you!
Dearest Roger,
I have always adored your movie reviews and your writings. Now, after reading all that you shared with us about your arduous journey through illness and recovery, I adore you personally. I am in awe of the way you have handled such a traumatic experience with such dignity, humor, courage, and grace. As so many have already posted, you truly inspire us all, and we are privileged to be able to see you again on television, with or without a prosthesis, and to hear what you have to say, no matter the way your voice may sound. We are simply privileged to hear what you have to share with us since, clearly, you are a rare man whose words enrich and bless the lives of many, many people. So please keep talking to us and keep sharing. And, as you do, know that we love you and think you are beautiful. Absolutely beautiful. Awesomely beautiful.
I love the way you put yourself right out there, Roger. Yes, your disfigurement is not the way you imagine yourself in your mind's eye, because of course, that's not how you looked for most of your life. But every day, with every post you write, you remind us of the enduring power of your humanity, which transcends any facial feature.
I've read the previous posts ... my feelings pretty much reflect what has been said (sometimes eloquently) by those that have contributed before me.
You've got many, many admirers out there. You don't know them, but through your published movie reviews, your years on television, and the open and matter-of-fact way that you've shared your personal life, they feel that they know you.
I've been a fan for about forty years now. And, Roger, you just keep getting better.
Dear Roger,
You used to be my favorite movie critic; now, you've become my favorite American writer. Please don't change a thing!
Mr Ebert,
I just want to wish you the best of luck with your career. A lot of people go through ALL SORTS of downfalls and troubled times which they overcome. Honestly, I thought that you had died several years ago. That's morbid, but that's what I truly thought. Anyway, I think its in poor taste that the media is using your plight as a ratings tools (which they are), but unwittingly, they are also showing that it's possible for people to overcome and continue on with their lives, which will give hope and help others strive to survive. My hat's off to you sir, which doesn't happen often due to a receding hairline. Good luck to you, and i wish only the best for your future.
P.S.
I never liked Siskel
Roger, thanks for all the great great movie reviews, ... but most all: thanks for the honesty and courage you have exampled.
May GOD bless you and give you many years yet of good health and solid reviews !
I'm literally giving you a standing ovation from my bedroom. What courage and perseverance, and I give you the utmost respect for not only handling your situation the way you have, but for continuing doing what you love, staying active in your medium, and still doing what you can to keep 'At The Movies' going with all of your passion for film. I wish you and Chaz the absolute best, and I'm so happy to know you'll be back on television soon enough. What a great critic, a great film buff, and a great human being. A true inspiration and class act all the way.
With love and admiration,
Tye Nevarez
It's ugly....just like your soul.
First, let me say how inspired I am and proud I am of you and your ability to come forward and say that you don't need this prosthesis and will not wear it all the time. In this perfection driven society, anyone not living up to the model of Michaelangelo's David or Helen of Troy is considered inferior and ugly. I think I've seen more pictures of you smiling since you overcame the cancer than before you had it!! THAT is beautiful!! It really is.
Secondly, on the other hand, the prosthesis does look fantastic. They did a wonderful job for you.
Keep up the good work. I love your reviews and your thoughts. I look forward to reading them for many more years!
Roger, I've noticed something that's true of both your movie reviews and your personal writing: it's always about sharing an experience (cinematic, physical, philosophical or emotional), not about why you're so brilliant for appreciating it.
Sounds obvious, but a lot of critics and personal essayists don't get that, which is why their columns might be tedious exercises in self-obsession, while yours are actually enjoyable, communicate something true, and are of lasting interest.
(No, I'm not kissing ass. If it weren't true, I wouldn't even be reading your goddamn journal in the first place.)
What a great story. After reading it, and after remembering a craniofacial surgeon who once gave one of my clients a new life, my thoughts turned to my daughter, who has a great deal of artistic talent but doesn't know what to do with it. She's a freshman in college. Thought I'd share a bit of my note to her:
"Take a moment to read this article. It's by a man named Roger Ebert, who is from Chicago and is a film critic. The interesting thing about Mr. Ebert in this story is that he had a rare cancer, and as you can see from the photos, they had to cut away a large part of his face.
Now here's the part where I thought of you. Further down, it tells about the doctor and the prosthetist (someone who makes artificial body parts, or "prosthetics") got together to help him get a new face. I realized when I read it that prosthetics is sort of a combination between art and biology, and requires some psychology, too.
Prosthetists usually make things like legs and arms, but in this case, it's a face. There is also one (a prosthetist) in Des Plaines, Illinois, who makes beautiful glass eyes for people who have lost an eye. She paints them so exquisitely that no one can tell that the person does not have a real eye. And when people look like their body is whole, they have more confidence and can live more normal lives.
I'm not sending you this story because I'm telling you that this is something you should do. I am sending it to show you how people can sometimes take their gifts (in this case, a gift for 3-D and for art generally, and an understanding of anatomy) and use them in ways we don't customarily think of (after all, he's not a sculptor in the conventional sense, or putting on art shows) and make a job for themselves, earn a living, and make the world a better place to live in, one patient at a time.
Have a wonderful, wonderful semester. Next time you come home, I still owe you a girls' night out."
Roger,
Bill Hays commented above that you could become a cool movie critic character and write a "fantastic back story" for yourself. Interesting idea, but...you already have, and you didn't resort to fiction to do so.
One of your characteristics that I have long admired is your capacity to "see life steadily and see it whole" as some famous British guy once said. (I forget who said it, but this is one of the three or four famous British quotes that isn't from Shakespeare, Shaw or Churchill.)
Good on you, Sir.
Have your typing skills and speed improved since your disability? I'm a four-finger typist, and I regret having never learned properly.
Having witnessed human excellence shining through formidable, and often ruthless, adversity I feel I am quite jaded but stupefied nonetheless by your resolve. You are the true definition of human perseverance and an original phoenix. Continue to make the most of your opportunity so that you and everyone else may benefit (one being to help us from wasting time on crummy movies).
That'll do Roger, that'll do.
What a wonderful post. It's upsetting to me that ANYONE would fuss about what you look like--that is so ridiculous. You are taking it better than anyone! Both you and Chaz are remarkable people. I am really looking forward to the new show. Thanks for the wonderful years of reviews and many more to come...
DVR is set for the show on KET. Very excited.
I had a different comment written yesterday but had a problem getting it accepted. Captcha and little ole me at odds or something.
Being a teenager the late 70's I would watch Sneak Previews on PBS and think these guys have changed the way think and talk about movies and that's pretty cool.
Never would I have ever thought, that these two men would change the way I thought about life itself, but that's exactly what you and Mr. Siskel have done. That's not cool, that's a legacy. Thank you Mr. Ebert.
Maybe you can use the bearded visage for an alter ego who tweets movie reviews in limerick form: The Scroobius Pimp.
As always, thanks for sharing your travails, triumphs, and all the interesting bits in between.
You are the man Sir! Cannot wait to check it out and your triumphant return to PBS. Nothing I looked forward to more as a child then turning to PBS to catch you and Gene and now you are back! Also, the beard will keep your face shielded and warm during those "lovely" Chicago winter days!
I mostly remember you from your columns, books, and the good old days at Compuserve. That is the blessing and curse of the written word - our looks aren't there to distract or augment. For what its worth I like the beard although I would go for the Ulysses S. Grant rather than the Abe Lincoln look.
Mr. Ebert,
I've always enjoyed reading your film reviews. I wouldn't wish your trials and tribulations on anyone, but I have the highest admiration for the way you've worked your way through such a disfiguring form of cancer. While I of course will remember the reality of your situation, I think it's great that you will be returning to television with your prosthesis and a VR version of your voice. In the end, though, your love of film and astute observations will easily be your true calling card. Even when I disagree with your assessment, I always appreciate and enjoy your observations. I definitely dig your one-star reviews, even when I actually like the movie.
Roger,
I've been reading your reviews, books, musings on film, etc for many years now and consider you to be the top film critic working today. Even when I disagree with you about a film, I still feel like you are coming from the right place with your opinions because you, unlike many of your pears, love movies. You don't look for things not to succeed; you don't look to beat something down (unless it really deserves it). This also shows in your perseverance in your personal life and the challenges you have been faced with. You have looked adversity right in the eye and laughed in its face. Your courage and lust for life (and film) has truly been an inspiration to me, and I thank you for that. The prosthesis looks really good, and I hope that brings you new comfort.
Can't wait for the new show this weekend!
Thanks for everything,
Josh
Roger. I've admired you and your work for many years. I was fortunate to get an autographed copy of one of your books at a Borders in Hawaii in 2001. It makes me happy to see you still going strong despite all of these challenges. Thank you for your continued contribution to film and pop culture. We are blessed to have the movies and blessed to have you.
Congrats, Roger, but I have to admit, I chuckled when reading that 3D helped the process of making your new chin. I did notice that the chin looked a little dimmer than most 2D chins.
Roger, you rock! I also grew up watching you and Gene review the movies every week and I developed my own taste in cinema but also gave your review a look before I spent my money on a movie. I've been following your story and have to let you know what an inspiration you are to me. I haven't had anything awful happen in my life but if I do I can look to how you've handled your challenges over the past few years as a guide. The prosthesis is great, but really, your humanity shines out through your eyes and your spirit and cannot be "masked". Here's to many more years "at the movies"!
What a great attitude! Intellect overcoming a disfiguring disease. God Bless you for being an inspiration to all of us.
What? NO piercings?!
I am so elated to hear that you will be returning to television. Watching some other film critics can be painfull at times. Jeffery Lyons seems to type the same one sentence review for every film. On the other hand, reading your reviews on a weekly basis at rogerebert.com, keeps me up to date on what movies are worth seeing. I find that my taste is a lot like yours and this is why I have seen countless movies I would have never considered seeing. The two films that come to mind are "Rabbit-Proof Fence" and "Monster". Your reviews are elegantly written and are 99.9% of the time, spot on. The only film I think I could disagree with you on is "The Usual Suspects". That movie was amazing! Even though it may have been too intelligent for it's own good. Anyway, keep up your amazing work and continue writing honest reviews of the films you see! I can't wait to see the new show! We all have nothing but love and respect for you Roger; you're an inspiration.
To add to John Wilkins comment on January 19....We all know that you DO chew & spit bullets -- at least verbally. I've missed your sharp wit and candid reviews and am looking forward to seeing your new show. Kudos & best wishes to you.
Remember seeing you at the dedication of your childhood home (I live on the west side o' Washington, but walk dogs past your old homestead almost daily!).
As for your appearance, Roger-(with all due respect to the medical situation): it's just like when a woman changes her hair color. It takes a minute to recalibrate, but (thankfully!) you're still you, you're still with us, and you're still contributing. Yay all around!
The technical aspects of the transformation are heartening and interesting (esp. for implications for others with, frankly, more dire help required).
If it makes you happy & more comfortable, it makes us happy, but you're still you with/without the prosthetic (& honestly, many of us just don't really notice/think about it all that much at this point).
You are not your chin! :)
Roger - Either way, it is the energy we feel. The love for the movies, the craft, the subtle flavors. That is what I see. That is what makes your reviews so great.
Your artificial beard makes you look a bit like Bill Murray channeling Oliver Sacks in The Royal Tannenbaums
That picture of you with the beard kinda looks like Sean Connery.
Roger, as always, you have faced this situation with grace and maturity. And when I have the few minor difficulties my life has thrown at me, your example has been..one that I needed and continue to need.
I am only echoing what other people have written--but I love this blog, I love this blog entry, I love your reviews because they are so helpful and interestingly and intelligently written, and I love the fact that your reviews have been one of the two reasons that I have fallen in love with film in a way that is impelling me to get a Master's (eventually...) in Film Theory and History, to enrich my offering as a literature professor.
The other reason is that when I was 19 years old, I read Lillian Gish's The Movies, Mr. Griffith, and Me. Your reviews are, in my opinion, in very good company.
Thank you for being part of our lives--part of my life in my love for film. You've enriched my ability to see a film and realize what makes it good--or cliched--or incredible--or a real stinker. In all the many years I have been watching and reading your reviews, I think I have disagreed with you less than 5 times. Back in the early 80s, you won a fan forever in me when you chose A Room With A View as one of your choices for 10 Best Films for that year...
Roger, as difficult as this whole experience must have been for you it is an inspiration to us lesser mortals. Disfigurement must have had a serious psychological impact on you. You wouldn't be human otherwise. But the way you have carried yourself, the humor, wit and honesty reminds us that what you look like physically is really quite unimportant. We remember you as you were before. A great film critic and a decent looking guy (is that ok for me to say even if I am a man - and no I'm not gay). Like Muhammed Ali, we remember the dazzling person you were before you're unfortunate luck. The genuine, bona-fide heroes are the people who can inspire us. You are one of those people. Your tragedy has reminded us look beyond the physical person. Roger you rock!
The beardy photoshop made me giggle. Beards are very in now, you know. Wear a plaid flannel shirt and hold a Sam Adams and you could pass for half the men in Boston.
Looking forward to the show!
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Hi Roger,
I wanted to say how glad I am that you didn't give up when you first became ill. LIfe is such a precious gift from God and I believe that all of us need to retain a fighting spirit and never give up.
When I was little, my family and I always watched "At the Movies" with you and Gene Siskel. We loved that show and it was really sad when Gene Siskel passed away.
I usually read your film reviews before I decide to see a certain movie. Unfortunately, I still decided to watch the most hideous film ever which is "Little Fockers". I can't believe the film was ever made. It was pure junk and I think that the movie company should reimburse everyone for this awful film.
I was also very touched when you recently read an email from a woman who had a relative who was sick and not going to live much longer. This relative really wanted to watch Secretariat but was not able to go the the movie theater. You contacted a friend of yours who was connected to the film and they sent a screening copy of the film Secretariat to the very sick relative.
It is just nice to know that you do read and respond to the emails that you receive. Also, you have such compassion for life and people. I really respect your honesty, courage and your sense of humor.. Take care of yourself Roger.
You look good! Since they have the process down, if it were me, I'd think about getting multiple versions, a beard, goatee, salt-and-pepper, etc., etc. and have fun with it.
Been a fan for years. I've had the better movies you rated waiting for me on Netflick, and a few weeks ago got the rice cooker book. You rock in multiple ways!
Roger,
In this post and prior posts you detail the caring, brilliant and exacting work of your doctors and various healthcare providers during your significant ordeal. I wonder, giving your stated beliefs on health care, if you are able and willing to make the connection between your own experience and the requirement of freedom for the providers of healthcare to be caring, brilliant and exacting. If healthcare is a right, those who provide healthcare (a broad, all encompassing concept,) should be compelled, by force, to provide it to whoever demonstrates a “need” (as defined by who?) You can’t establish a right by violating the rights of others, in this case, to voluntarily provide their services and be compensated commensurate with their skills, as measured by within the market. Even if you have a legitimate need, I, nor the people who own an insurance company, nor doctors nor physical therapists, should be forced by government compulsion to address it. Freedom requires it be your responsibility and yours alone, funding through your savings, or an insurance plan, or mixture of both, or to rely on family, or private, voluntary charity (which has always existed in abundance in this country). The opposite viewpoint treats healthcare providers as slaves to the very people who depend on their care, a moral transgression against the providers which inevitably will result in the degradation in the quality of healthcare.
Ebert: May you never have a child with a pre-existing condition, or be out of work, or have an illness you cannot afford, or not be as merciless on yourself as you are with others.
I've been growing my white beard out with the hopes of attending the annual Hemingway Look-alike contest in Key West at Sloppy Joe's Bar: http://www.sloppyjoes.com/lookalikes.htm
If you look at the photos, I think you will agree you would fit right in. You look great.
I know you have given up drink, but not literature, nor having a wicked good time. I plan on wearing a white sweater, unless the heat is so overwhelming in July that I have to resort to a khaki shirt.
Miraculous mandibular metamorphoses, Batman! Congratulations to you and the team on the successful collaboration.
You will be helping so many other people you never even meet. Thank you for your courage. Besides that, I think I have to vote for the Silver Chin, to go with your Golden Voice! Glad to still have you around.
It's kind of scary how much that bearded photoshop of you resembles Leonard Maltin.
Darn, beat me to it.
(And, in the context of film criticism, resembling Leonard Maltin is not always altogether a bad thing, until the discussions start.) ;)
I'd say the prosthetics look good, though, as it has been a little ungrounding for us old-timers over the past few years to see Roger Ebert look like Orville Redenbacher. (But in the nice way, of course.)
Adds support and symmetry to the face, which up to now had been the most off-putting aspect for those who hadn't seen the personal appearances in a while.
This 53 second Youtube video will leave you absolutely breathless: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BgO0-fD7GuM
Ebert: I. Am. So. Lucky.
Roger, it will be so wonderful to finally have you back! With your esteemed colleagues, your show was required viewing each and every week before 60 Minutes, and it will be once again! Wishing you the very best...and some great movies to inspire us all!
I'm sure I speak for the rest of the FFC's when I mention that these wonderful developments in your life bring us great happiness!
Roger, in case you haven't figured it out, you can't deny the fact that we like you! We like you!
Ahhhh, Sally Field's statement doesn't nearly do it justice. You are loved. You are an inspiration to so many.
You have never lost a step in your writing this whole time (Erich von Stroheim in "Grand Illusion"--ha!; and it's a movie I first saw only after reading your "The Great Movies" review of it, so thanks for that too). I've been reading your printed reviews the past couple years like nothing ever happened. And now your TV appearances will be back. I can't wait to see your new show--I am psyched!
God bless you, Roger. And thank you for your brave approach to this whole ordeal. I hope, and fully expect, to be reading your review of the upcoming film "84 Up" in about 30 years.
Maybe someone already asked you this question. Perhaps I'm just missing the point but what happened since that day in the hospital which caused you to accept how you look? I understand if it's too personal to answer. At the same time, I know you're experience can help others come to terms in their own lives.
When life hands you lemons, you sir, sure know how to make great lemonade.
For all the foulness I have read on Facebook, I'm amazed that they would consider this blog abusive.
This symbolizes that Facebook is acting in a way that is totally opposite to
what I think. I too will take a stand that promotes honesty, openness, truth
and a heartwarming story. I will close my account. I think it is time we took back some of the control and privacy that Facebook has taken from us in a
very subtle way, that is not for our good.
Think about it, and may you be encouraged to close your account, as well.
Roger, the new prosthesis looks very realistic, but I'm not bothered by your natural appearance because my grandmother also lost her jaw to cancer. Like you, she had a great attitude about the whole situation; when looking at pre-surgery photos, she would point out that they were taken before her "facelift". I wish you continued good health and look forward to reading more of your thoughtful reviews.
Roger, I must say that I was not aware of your struggle until I stumbled across an article noting that facebook had blocked your blog post - Not only is that offensive, but it doesn't make much sense either. Thanks for being willing to share your story. Frankly, it's inspiring and refreshing to hear a story about someone gaining comfort in his own skin. Take care.
Aisha
The new facial prosthetic is beautiful! Between your signifcant weight loss (studiously acquired before your illness) and your brave management of your trials during and after your illness, you are an even greater hero to your worldwide fans. Congratulations and welcome home (aka our television screens)!
P.S. Not to be cheeky but I think the beard is quite nice. A favorite line/scene popped in my head...Can you name the source?
"Thanks, Bridesmaid. Like the beard!" ;D
I found this posting inspirational! I want to hear more of what you went through and how you overcame it. It would be a good lesson to learn.
My grandfather was completely paralyzed on his right side for 13 years. He lost the ability to speak, too. I know it was frustrating for him through the years, but he also triumphed over great odds. I just wish he could have communicated better with us.
I don't understand Facebook's reasoning for banning this content. One more reason why I refuse to join this social networking site.
Roger, I have been a fan of yours for many years and was saddened to hear of your cancer diagnosis. I am glad that you fought so hard and that you are winning the battle. The prosthetic looks amazing and I am looking forward to many more movie reviews from you. My youngest daughter, Abbie, was diagnosed with a Wilm's Tumor 2 weeks before her second birthday. She had 11 weeks of chemo and then surgery. The tumor was approximately the size of a football and had completely encased her right kidney. The incision that they had to make to remove it goes almost half way around her waist. We have never made any attempt to hide the scar. She will be 13 next month and she wears cropped tops and two piece bathing suits. I tell her it's an important part of her, because if she didn't have it, we wouldn't have her. I know your scars are much worse and much more visable, but if you didn't have them, we wouldn't have you. God Bless you.
It is a cheap, old fashioned conceit in many stories that the villain has to be disfigured and hidden behind a mask: Darth Vader, Michael Myers, endless examples... most recently Jack Huston (nephew of Angelica Huston) plays a sniper in Boardwalk Empire on HBO with a mask to hide a disfigurement from World War I.
All I'm saying is, now is the time to embrace your inner one dimensional villain: camp it up! In your upcoming show, theme your office in such a way you seem like a character out of a B grade SciFi movie. Hey, you can compete favorably with Elvira, who was, ehem, equally prosthetized.
Mr. Ebert:
I have followed your journey with head and neck cancer as my mother had salivary gland cancer and I could often relate and empathize with everything you are going through. She too was had several reconstructive surgeries and had a feeding tube. You are an inspiration to everyone who suffers from this terrible disease. Thank you for sharing your progress, it is truly inspiring.
Katie Johnson
I am a hospice nurse who took care of a patient that had the same cancer and lost his jaw. The disfigurement was horrible yet he was the most funny, positive man I have ever met. He never had the opportunity to get a prosthesis. I commend you for your spirit and your willingness to share this journey you have taken. You are a true hero. My best, H
The very first thing I thought was, "That's amazing!" And it IS amazing! Thank you for sharing so much of yourself and your family these past few years. Plus, the bottom photo makes you look kinda like the Terminator. Maybe the Ebernator. :)
I have to tell you Roger, I no longer think of you as movie critic. I think of you as a great writer that writes about being human(and also about movies).
Roger:
Have you ever thought of reviewing Abel Gance's "J'accuse"? He made two films with the same name, in 1919 and 1938, both using real life World War I veterans. The second has a harrowing sequence of the "gueules cassées" (men with broken faces) marching straight at the camera. Many who survived the war were left with extreme facial injuries and had prosthetics not too far removed from yours ... some of them even fitting over the ears with hooks like you describe for your Abe Lincoln-style beard.
Put "gueules cassées" in a YouTube search and you can find some short but fascinating footage from 1918 (with horrible music) on the mass produced but still customised prostheses, to modern footage of Iraq war veterans (in French) "J'accuse Gance 1938" gets you the march from the 1938 film, with the strongest images from c. 7.20 on, where the real faces come walking straight towards you. David Skal called the movie superior to the Lon Chaney and Boris Karloff classics which had preceded it, in part for it being beyond mere entertainment.
Tried posting earlier but your server thought my message was too long / had too many links. Good luck with the new show.
Rob
I almost want to try the whole Phantom look just for the hell of it! Would make for a damn good show just watching people do the "double take" when they saw it... Alas, too many people hold "normal" as the only way.. I think I'd personally end up shooting myself if anyone called me that :p --- Hats off to you Roger, you've made the best of what you have-not many can say that :)
Roger - way to hang in there!
I lost my left jaw to Cancer back in 2004 and my right jaw to radio osteo necrosis in 2010.
Both are replaced by bone and in a few weeks I'll have my new prosthesis made so I can chew "soft foods".
It's challenges like this that make you step back and appreciate the "little things in life".. like chewing (and swallowing).
So glad to see this didn't keep you down.
You're my hero!
It looks awesome, I am so glad for you! I had no idea about your jaw until I saw an article on people today... all I know are of your work which are amazing and which I trust. You are awesome, I'm glad you are sharing your journey with having experienced jaw cancer. Sending you out some love, and again you look great and your work spectacular, thank you!
Roger,
In this post and prior posts you detail the caring, brilliant and exacting work of your doctors and various healthcare providers during your significant ordeal. I wonder, given your stated beliefs on health care, if you are able and willing to make the connection between your own experience and the requirement of freedom for the providers of healthcare to be caring, brilliant and exacting. If healthcare is a right, those who provide healthcare (a broad, all encompassing concept,) should be compelled, by force, to provide it to whoever demonstrates a “need” (as defined by who?) You can’t establish a right by violating the rights of others, in this case, the right to voluntarily provide their services and be compensated commensurate with their skills, as measured by the market. Even if you have a true need, neither I, nor the people who own an insurance company, nor doctors nor physical therapists, should be forced by government compulsion to address it. Freedom requires it be your responsibility and yours alone, funding through your savings, or an insurance plan, or mixture of both, or to rely on family, or private, voluntary charity (which has always existed in abundance in this country). The opposite viewpoint treats healthcare providers as slaves to the very people who depend on their care, a moral transgression against the providers which inevitably will result in the degradation in the quality of healthcare.
Ebert: I would not want to benefit from health care you might not be able to afford, and am willing to do my share to help you and my other fellow citizens.
T'was great to read of what your doctors have put together for you and it looks great. You truly are an inspiration. I look forward to many more years watching you on TV, reading your reviews and sometimes questioning your sanity when you pan a film I've enjoyed (which happens, I must confess).
I love the first picture of you with the Santa beard. I remember when Gene said, "Wow, where's your big red suit and beard Santa, you just gave them a gift." after you praised Cop and A Half. Well, at least you took it out of your original Movie Yearbook after 1995 even though you wouldn't change your opinion after Gene changed his on Broken Arrow. The show premieres this weekend and I can't wait. I first saw it was on Saturday night at 3:30 am but then checking my cable I saw it was on tonight at 10:30 PM so I'm taping it then. I won't be home in time to catch it as it airs so I'll watch it later at my leisure.
You the man, Roger.
No matter what the idiots at Farcebook say or do, you are the Man.
With or without the prosthetic, you are the Man.
Futter, bugger and swive Facebook.
Roger, I love you.
Seriously. As a cancer survivor (Non-Hodgkins Lymphoma) I just cannot get over the way you embrace the difficulties you've faced. I had to get well, but there's no real lasting reminder of my struggle that I have to deal with the way you do (well, grayer hair maybe) each and every day. The grace and humor you display is inspiring, more-so when I know there are days you'd rather just say "fuck it, this sucks".
However, about your "Gulliver" review....
This is scary stuff!
You seem to have stared the demon down and laughed!
I have a lot of respect for your kind of courage.
Thank you for your integrity, and your ability to deal with adversity.
You always set a high standard for film reviews. And you've set an even higher standard as a strong person.
I don't watch a lot of tv so I had no idea of what you have been through the last couple of years till I caught your story on the Insider. Yes, your appearance is startling at first, but you know what I keep thinking the more I look at it? "His eyebrows don't look the same." I have always loved your reviews, especially way back when you and Siskel went at it. More power to you----
Unfortunately won't be able to see your new show... for some reason Seattle decided not to pick it up because of needing to meet their pledge quota. Boo.
Roger, I think that one of the fake beards from O Brother, Where Art Thou? would look great on you. You could be a Soggy Bottom Boy!
Roger, you look a little bit like Leonard Maltin with the beard.
Your story's cool because you still had superhuman output when you were sick.
And you're always on about 'do what you love' but all of us want to be writers or professional bookshop owners but there's only so much space for that kind of nonsense.
And worse than that, what if you don't really have anything you 'love.' People like you, inflamed by passion for something like writing, are always predictably anti-coporation and yeah I love Joseph Cambell and wow that art gallery is so rad. You ever think about what it's like to be one of these guys who floats on through and is never grabbed by guts to do something? You just kind of pass the days and hope that something comes this way.
You try to attach to math or women or drinking or writing or the Woody Allen retrospective or politics but none of it really sings to you. But you feel empathy. You've felt joy and want that for others. So you read about the Darfur tragedy and get all serious about it. And then you're like wait I'm one of these jerks who thinks I have all the answers. Then you go back into the kitchen to get some chips
Thirty comes. Then forty. Kids and marriage I guess. Then fifty and sixty and you can't stop thinking that your grandfather was always a better and stronger man.
It's like that scene in No Country, that last scene. I just now understand it.
Mr. Ebert, You are one brave and courageous survivor!
I do not know if I'd have the courage or stamina, Roger, should such a malady overcome me. Right now we, my fiance's family and I are going through it watching the recovery of our beloved Angie (Angie Savoie) who four mouths ago had a "brain bleed" (not an anuerism) a bleed from over stimulation and pressure-stress - she was cognizant enough when she thought the abulance was taking too long, to try to walk to her car to drive herself!
That's what we believe, because the Para-Medics found laying her on the lawn in front of her house... she knew something was not right in her head.
Long story short; Dr. Eric Hauck ( www.youtube.com/watch?v=1P6v93IbYw0&feature=related ) a genius of a nuerosurgen had just moved to Oregon and Angies was one of his first paitents! How's that for right place right time bad reason?
After surgury, she was comotose for a while then after the swelling went down she started to regain cognizance and now is responding moving, trying to get up and go home...
But that isn't possible just yet, she still has her trac tube in which she now breaths mostly without assisted oxegen. She's amazing!
Now, as you see she is coming back to us (this is how she looks - facebook _look for "Bobby Fleeks" become a friends when you send your email request and I'll send back the friend request and then you can see picture of Angie's recouperation along with all of us.)
So you see, this is all a little hard, seeing you go through this...to see you like this when I grew up with you! You're like family!
Every Sunday Sisco&Ebert... God bless Sisco's Soul, you two were the greatest!
You guys gave thumbs up to some bad ones and thumbs down to some mediorce ones that became successes later on, but listening to you always put the movies in perspective good or bad.
I followed you as you your illness progressed... aghast by the horror of it, saddened when we thought that the world might lose you, and we rejoiced in your bravado when you said you'd be back!
Now, I see you as always, brave,, stalwart in approach and looking forward to new horizens and experiences... and I get to keep coming along for the ride!
Thank you!
btw- your prosthesis looks pretty good, makes you look like you.
Thanks Roger.
Forever your Fan,
Bobby Fleeks
I thought of this quote from Winston Churchill after reading your blog entry.
Success is not final, failure is not fatal: it is the courage to continue that counts.
Winston Churchill
You look fantastic! Love the beard! Having watched and often waited for your reviews of films, I truly miss those days when you two were "across the aisle". My prayers are with you always! Many more happy years to you and two thumbs down to FB!!!
I'd rather be called "No Chin" than "Slave" any day!
Dear Roger-
I've been a big fan since I used to watch Sneak Previews at 11:30 pm Sunday night on WGBH 2 (PBS) in Boston, and I had to stand beside the TV and keep adjusting the antenna since we didn't have cable yet. Praise to you for handling this obstacle with your usual bravery and humor, and to Chaz for standing by your side with love and support. I know Gene is looking down on you from Heaven and smiling. And one more thing- I hope that the new show is a hit and causes your publishers to reprint I Hated Hated HATED This Movie, as my original copy is falling apart from being read so much. Prayers and Best Wishes,
Sharon from Boston
I don't always agree with you (in fact, almost never), but I think we'd all miss having you around. Good luck, God bless.
Dear Ebert, I wrote to you when Spike Lee's "Do the Right Thing" came out a couple of decades ago and you and Siskel had your show. It was a delight when you responded. Even if you hadn't responded I could not help but to admire your insights and commentary.
I am a high school teacher and I am very fortunate to be able to teach a Film & Literature Analysis class. Oftentimes after the students watch a movie I will share some of your reviews with them and let them know that you are my all time favorite reviewer.
As I read the article about you in Esquire my admiration for you, your views on friendship, movies and life became boundless. You are the Oprah of movie reviewers - by that I mean, the honesty in which you share your struggles and triumphs is unparalleled. You inspire and motivate me in so many ways. You are a reminder that we are all constantly evolving and we become our best when we hold on to the good in ourselves and what the world has to offer.
Thank you!
Glad to have you on TV again... and the chin is cool... the beard is suave... keep on keepin' on!
Sean, May I just say you are never so low that you cannot still fly.
It is the course of every man to leave a mark however great however small, a mark through progeny, progidy, thought spoken aloud; something has touched someone greatly because you were here.
You never know Sean, what kindness you might have inadvertendly done that stayed with that person all their life, and you thought it nothing.
A smile that you forced just because someone smiled at you and you returned it just cause you thought it polite, could have saved that person's because that's all they needed that day... was just someone to smile at them.
Never think that someone else's dream is any bigger than your's Sean. Because it's not great men who dream big dreams, it's regular guys with little dreams that they make grow!
So what ever yours was or is, make it grow Sean, cause it's not over till you're planted!
my2-
You know Roger, everyone should wear one of these. Look at that great smile my friend. If I had just one ounce of your raw talent pounding out articles everyday, I know I'd be one heck of a writer, thinker, author, critic.Thanks for the inspiration.
Mr. Ebert,
I came across this article describing your trials and tribulations. Your story both inspires and scares the hell out of me. I'm grateful for your honesty in advertising how you've handled your condition. I'm trying to get testing for possible cancer in my lower jaw. So far my Ins. company has denied me the CT Scan my primary Dr. suggests. This pain started in June of last year, growing and spreading in my head and neck. Please don't think that I begrudge you your treatment. How wonderful that there are choices and you look great before AND after! It's just so hard for me, (a new Grandmother) to wake up every day for over 6 months in so much pain and worry about becoming addicted to pain meds. All I really need is a positive diagnosis, treatment and to know where I stand, medically. All the best to you and your new show. I'll be sure to watch!
Ebert: I was lucky to have insurance that paid. No one can afford major illness. That's why I support health care. Let the money go to our care rather than to corporate profits.
""Let the money go to our care rather than to corporate profits. ""
The money? its not the money, its their money that you want to goto "our...".
See you state you support health care, and would do your part to help others. Thats your choice, which is the real argument. Because that is your choice, what right do you have to make that someone else's choice. What fits both scenerios is private charities. Spend your money and have your hollywood friends (making 40m per movie) pay for healthcare with private charities. And let those who dont believe in that NOT, to each their own freedom of choice. Neither forcing anyone else to do anything.
I always click your reviews on Yahoo over all others, I respect that you're the guy on my TV back when I was a kid with Gene...You are the Coke brand I grew up on and so I always respect your insight on movies.
The problem i recently discovered is that once you learn a person lets their own political motovations get involved in what they pretend to be an honest professional review, those lose credability faster than Pelosi lost the country this fall.
I recommend everyone here go read your review of Team America World Police. Where parker and stone mock all hollywood celebrities who thnk being famous makes them smarter than all others. That acting makes you superior.
In that review you rated I believe a D-? while i generally got a B from all other critics.
Your review was completely one sided and and like an angry campaign manager bashing them for mocking the political millionaire elite leftsts in hollywood.
As soon as a movie didnt give the message you believe you bashed it professionally.
Meanwhile a dozen movies a year have left slants in them, and you never drag politics into your reviews.
i will continue to read you first for your knowledge of film, but when you let politics trump your eye for a film, you are just another alec baldwin, looking down your chin at people.
Ebert: Thanks, Mike.
I doubt my "Hollywood friends" have as much money as your "corporate friends" Which group of friends is more generous and charitable?
Roger, I admire your spirit, your perseverance, and your courage. Good luck with the new show. When you talk politics, I rarely agree with you; however, empathy for our shared humanity is more important than agreement on passing issues. I respect you for being a straight shooter. For the record, you are the best movie critic to ever work the beat. Best wishes and continued good health.
Dear Mr. Ebert,
I grew up watching Siskel and Ebert. I prayed for Siskel's recovery and then yours. I hope the protesis makes you truly happy, but to me, you don't need it. You are a beautiful man. Inside and out. Without the prothesis. I am so looking forward to seeing you where you belong, in my home, on my television. I have missed you. Welcome Back with Love!!
Lisa
What a bunch of turncoats. First everyone said you were brave for NOT going with the new face, now they are saying you are brave for going with it.
Whatever. Lookin good, sir.
I'm happy for the good results you've received with your new chin. I know you're pleased with it.
I am also in the Ebert family on my mother's side. It appears that we're cousins with shared grandparents a couple of generations back. My niece went to Germany a couple of months ago and uncovered more information. She also went to the church where our ancestors were baptized and married. I wish you would be invited to do "Who Do You Think You Are?"on TV. That would be a boon to those of us in the Ebert family.
You are out there more than ever these days, and for that I'm so glad. Cancer is such a terrible interruption in our lives, but the upside is that we learn new things about ourselves that we can carry into our post-cancer lives. I'm into my 18 month being cancer free.
Cheers to a great future!
Lorrie Slaughter
Here's another alternative. Might be useful in winter: http://www.beardowear.ca/
I believe your beard is Sean Connery's from "The Hunt for Red October" and I think you look great with or without it! Keep it up!!!
Thank you for coming back to TV and giving real insight into the movies that are coming our way.
I think the photoshop beard is from Dr. Andrew Weil.
There was a time when people went into medicine not for the money, but to help people.
My father was born with clubbed feet. He knew at an early age what he wanted to be - a doctor that could help people with that sort of thing. He became an Orthopaedic Surgeon. He always gave of himself - for 25 years he spent his weekend evenings unpaid caring for the local high school football and basketball teams. He even covered the opposing side on away games.
Many times he would comment about how people were going into medicine for the wrong reason - he never liked how people were in it for the money.
Dixon, your phrase "Futter, bugger and swive" made me smile. Sounds like a law firm.
Phoenicians: 3:30 tomorrow, KAET Channel 8.
i like your humor....your tweets are fun too.
I was completely fooled by the photo. I thought it was real, and did not realize it had been photoshopped. Technology is getting too advanced.
It has been a while since I last saw a recent picture of Roger, so I was thinking that maybe he had grown a beard.
Dear Mr. Ebert,
In a world of media models who have VERY little to say, THANK GOD you are back. I look forward to you insight.
No matter how much you change what is on the outside, your ugly insides were shown for what they are. Your battle with cancer forced you to either deal with it with courage and integrity, or wallow in self pitty and lash out at people you don't even know.
You are a hateful and spiteful old man. With so much anger and confusion for the alleged bad hand that you were dealt, you chose to take it out on those that don't reside on the same side of the political spectrum. For every 1 person that drools (pardon the pun) over you, there are 10 that have no use for your overinflated ego and disgusting rants. By the way, while you rail against our flawed but spectacular health care system, it built you the chin that you have today.
P.S. Siskel was wayyyyyyyyy better.
Ebert: You have imparted this message with your particular inner glow. Who, reading it, would not desire to share your beliefs?
Colonel Schweppes?
It's Hemingway. Appropriate... The CHICAGO Sun Also Rises... plus, a great writer deserves a great beard. Best Regards and Much Respect, Matt
I think the purloined beard belongs to Dr. Andrew Weil... dunno who this Maltin guy is.
Roger, I've been trusting your advice ever since the premiere of "Sneak Previews." Keep up the great work!
Hey, is that Andrew Weil's beard??
Okay, some of you people are making me nuts - 'cause dudes, it's been PHOTOSHOPPED. It's not a real beard. Roger said as much; chuckle!
I found a photo of Andrew Weil - and copied his beard and pasted it onto Roger face and then used the warp tool to help me move it into place.
My name is Marie Haws and you can trust me; I'm Canadian.
Smile.
Hi Ellen, it's me, you don't know me from Vancouver, WA; I read your comment and I just wanted to say how brave you are, too. What an inspiring bunch of people Roger has in his corner. We have loved him for years. All the best to you and Roger, if you're reading this, congrats to your wife especially, for all the support she gave/gives. You two are quite the power couple! Mazol!
Mr Ebert you are a very brave and strong man!! you are also lucky to have a brave wife standing by your side helping you walk through all these things. I have read all you have been writing about your walk through these health problems but you have written little about the actual happenings of the heath care itself.
how were you covered what was the cost what were the deductibles? What company do (did) you have? list of all procedures and costs. effects of this on your personal income. was your income under insurance? what was your monthly insurance fee before the illness and what is it now?? is it a group plan or self plan. I wish you would write a lengthy article and tell us all about all of this. I have no health insurance. A medicine I need is $200 to $240 here in USA and that same medicine costs $36 in mexico. I dont even have $$ to buy in mexico. So I take and use and abuse and over use an older medicine for asthma that will surely kill me in a few years. I have been declined insurance for 20 years due to my asthma. 2004 2005 i was employed for company and their health care company declined me for insurance on their group plan. You and the rest of the Rich (like dick cheney) seem to get good coverage.
Ebert: One difference between Cheney and me is that I support Universal Health Care.
Roger
I seldom watch TV anymore and although I was aware that you were ill I did not realize the extent of it until I recently read about the new prosthetic device you were getting.
It was quite a bummer to read about the problems you have been having so its great to hear that you are feeling and doing well!
Cheers!
: )
AndyC
18 years ago (when I was 18) I was in a car accident that severely disfigured my face. I had amazing surgeons who not only fixed my chin, but also my eyes, nose, forehead, cheeks and jaw. We couldn't tell the full result of what i was going to look like for a few years.
I have scars, and my face ins't the perfect face I once had. It is beautiful though. I too had great insurance that paid my cosmetic reconstruction. Which many don't. It is sad for anyone to be disfigured in anyway. At the same time, it is nice to see that this society is getting better about body image in many ways, and still recognizing the value of a person outside of what they look like.
I was a fortunate one,. I don't look the same, but I do look good in my opinion. For being 18 I feel I dealt with the entire ordeal well. not an easy thing to go through. I commend you and your willingness to be open and honest about this part of your life. What a wonderful perspective you have to give others.
Or, you could go the Kid Shelleen route with a riveted, shiny tin chin tied on with bootlaces. That could be awesome.
That's Dr. Andrew Weil's beard! What do I win?
However, about your "Gulliver" review....
(And not to go off on a tangent, but seriously...
"It's better than Nutcracker 3D"??--Aside from lingering traumas and stating the obvious, that's pretty much the low end of the threshhold for recommendations. ;)
Had that same grandmother told me her tale of family-film betrayal, I would have paid OUT OF POCKET for her and her charges to go see Voyage of the Dawn Treader, on the very likely probability they hadn't seen it yet. There was no need to inflict Jack Black upon them just because it was available and you couldn't think of anything else...Ask yourself, would it have been Yogi Bear a week earlier??)
OK, nobody else seems to have mentioned this, so I will.
That is so obviously Dr. Andrew Weil's beard!
Looks Great Roger, I've been a Fan since the 70's. I lost my wife Last may after a two year battle with cancer, I know what she and you endured thru all the treatments. She was an optomistic and positive person till the end, when she died at 45 years of age. You fought and am winning the battle thru one of the worst diseases anyone can fight, you are my hero for that. You do her memory proud.
Dear Roger.
Just to support you and let you know that my thoughts are with you.
I think Face Book should apologize to you.
You always have been an inspiration to many and I wish you good luck with your facial reconstruction.
Please remember that we are with you for who you are not for the whay you look.
Because of the pictures, I think your doctors are doing a very good work.
The best for you.
Mauricio Guzman
Dear Mr. Ebert,
Thanks for sharing your story. It gives me such hope.
I had a tongue tumor in 1999 that I got radiation for, both internal (seeds) and external. That gave me osteoradionecrosis. In 2009, my jaw was completely disintegrating and I got another tumor on my tongue. In May that year they removed the front half of my tongue and did a flap and jaw reconstruction using a steel plate and leg bone. I looked terrible, my jaw protruded two inches out from my face. I have a G-tube and speak very muffled.
Fortunately, the steel plate broke and they had to take out the front piece in my chin. That made me look a little better but still my lips don’t meet and of course, that means trouble with drooling as well as enunciation.
I have found a specialist who will reconstruct my tongue using muscle from my shoulder. He will also build up a lower gum on my chin (now all leg bone) and fix my jaw so it’s less asymmetrical. The tongue reconstruct will never be like a normal tongue but I will have a muscle protrusion that I can use to enunciate off my upper teeth with. And my appearance should improve. If all does not go as planned, a prosthesis will be an excellent alternative. Thank you so much for sharing this great news of yours.
It’s because you shared a few years ago about your arteries that I spoke with my radiologist about my arteries. He seemed to think at the time I had nothing to worry about since I’m in my early 50’s. I asked to see a cardiologist and thank God I did as both have more than 50% radiation scarring so they are now keeping a close eye on me for artery trouble. In defense of my radiologist, not too many younger people have had my situation so he and his team were unaware this could be problematic.
Thank you so much for sharing your story. It’s given me hope and information that has potentially saved me from more horror.
Sincerely yours, Karen McGrath
I commend you for your courage and sense of humor. You are a terrific role model. We should all be so aware that we are more the the body that contains us. Best of luck in all your new ventures. We will be listening. Lots of love!
Roger,
You are such an inspiration, specially, for all that complaint about trivial things... when there's so much to be thankful for! No one but yourself, will ever know all you've been through, but whatever it was, you carried it with dignity and faith... chapeau!
I can't wait to see you in you new show, as I did watch you reviewing films growing up. May God bless you forever and ever... Amen!
A big hug and thumbs up for you, my friend!
Lily from Beverly Hills, CA
My mom used to tap my forehead and my heart and say
"It's what's in here that matters most" but she never envisioned
a world so obsessed with physical appearance.
You have always completely shined.
Your intelligence and humor and heart were never dimmed
by your physical appearance. I am happy if you are happy.
I think you look great in whatever mode you choose.
But really! The glasses are TRES cool!
Vivi
My wife and I wish you the very best. We've been following you since 1963 in the "Daily Illini". We're glad you're back.
Shame on Facebook!
Finally someone with a real story who may help someone else ease into such a life changing process- and they block it?
Thank you for your courage. Best of luck with the show!
You are a very sensible, brave and resilient man and a fairly good movie critic ;-) I applaud you and your approach to your situation and hope you are happy and healthy the rest of your life. As for "Face" book, maybe they should re-think their name; bad form Facebook. I look forward to your new show!
You are truly an inspiration and courageous! I still can't believe that Facebook called your blog "abusive"!! I've seen so many other things in there that should be considered abusive and yet they remain (like little teenage girls and boys with barely anything on!). Forget them! You have too much class for a social network (really should be called a social hook-up!!) that's slowly becoming like a "MySpace". They prefer to have contents, such as I mentioned above, (maybe that's their way of luring more people to join, since more people like me, a 33yr old hip professional female, are thinking of leaving Facebook), then to have a blog that was written by a real courages, true to himself, resilient person with a REAL struggle. You hear that? STRUGGLE, that is the real truth of America. We have more people struggling here then not! so what they should have really done was brought attention to your blog in a positive manner, not as this ridiculous "abusive" label they put on it! SPECIALLY, when they're well aware of the power they have to not only reach millions of their members with your inspiring story (or blog) but that they could have done so from a well recognized and respected person that people love and that your story could be used to inspire those people out there, people like me with my own struggles, to see that everything could be possible in this world as long as you fight for it. Famous or not we all have our struggles and stories like these should be heard more often to be used as a tool to give strenght to those that need it most. Quite honestly, Facebook should feel ashamed of themselves for what they did. I do hope that they don't get away with this and that something is done about it. It takes more then just courage to share something so personal and I thank you for doing so Mr. Ebert. You inspire me in so many ways! I wish you much success and blessings in all your future endeavors.....................Welcome back! and by the way YOU LOOK GREAT!!!! Bless your heart!
I'm so glad you are back on t.v.! And I wouldn't have known if I didn't open MSN today and see facebook blocking you on the headlines. Welcome back! Finally, quality movie reviews! Long live Roger Ebert!
Mr. Ebert,
I have to say that I am throroughly shamed.
Years ago, I was in the habit of making excuses as to why I never got things accomplished. Then I got a job takings notes for a quadriplegic as he got his college degree. He graduated and went on to get a job as a drafting technician for a well known battery company. I decided that if that man could put his life back together, there was no excuse sufficient to explain anyone else's lack of ambition.
Yesterday I was looking in the mirror and lamenting what the years have done to my face and feeling sorry for myself. Today I see your blog and I am thoroughly ashamed.
Why is that we must always see someone else's courage in situations that are far worse than our own before we appreciate our circumstance?
Hi Roger, just wanted to write you a quick note and tell you how inspiring it is to me to see how you are handling your situation. I myself am on my fourth round of chemo for Lymphoma for the second time. :) When my friends/family as me how I handle it all with such a great attitude, my response is the same as yours. I. AM. SO. LUCKY. :) To your continued health and success my friend. Thanks so much for sharing with us.
Roger,
As someone who also has thyroid cancer and lost one vocal cord from one surgery, I can never say thank you enough. You are an inspiration to those of us who live with this disease, whether we face a struggle as tough as yours or not. If I am fortunate enough to be at the end of my trials and tribulations with my fight, I know I am lucky. If I am not, I know I can always read your blog for words of encouragement and a voice of understanding when I am feeling down and alone. Thank you for putting your battle with thyroid cancer out there for all of us to read. You continue to make a difference to many!
Roger:
I'm glad your insurance worked for you and that you were aided by wonderful, caring people who used their God-given gifts to the utmost. I have come to the point where I don't care as much about whether healthcare is a right, a privledge, or whatever, as long as it is there and accessible when we need it, as it was for you. I don't want to live in a country where the first question when someone presents with a near-severed limb, a third-degree burn, a heart attack, or cancer is "Who's going to be paying for this?" People choose to enter health professions knowing that everyone's ability to pay for their services is not and will never be equal; as far as putting our lives in the hands of government as so many object to, well, now, they're largely in the hands of insurers that we didn't elect; our employers did. Even the most expensive of medical educations, where the young physician leaves med school six figures in debt, have nonetheless been largely subsidized. But the good news is now almost everyone sees that things must change -- even the advocates of repealing last year's enactments realize that they must come up with alternatives, as the status quo is simply totally unacceptable.
Thanks for being a model of perseverance and generosity.
I'm guessing the beard is Karl Marx?
I have enjoyed your commentaries for years. It is so good to hear of you and how you are doing again. Illegitimi non carborundum Robert! Thank you for sharing your journey with us. I support you.
Keep your chin up! (crappy pun intended. Bet you haven't heard that one yet)
Wishing you all the best.
How about--once you get tired of going through the ordeal of putting on a prosthetic for the cameras--you actually grow a real beard (or won't Chaz let you)?
thanks, roger. i'm so grateful you are here.
(and you look great!)
Roger, my comment is more of a Co-Signing of your thoughts to DH, whose arrogance came through regarding the Have and Have Nots of society to be able to afford a certain kind of health care...or NOT. It's a reminder of looking at the Treatment Plan my Very Special Prostodontist is submitting to my insurer as an estimate...which, I find totally incredulous...$19,568.00.
Given, half of my upper palette is gone which has been replaced with a prosthetic piece called an Obturator...which, will be attached to three dental implants...again I said THREE to the tune of a cost of...round off that number above...TWENTY THOUSAND DOLLARS.
Something seems Morally WRONG with this picture and yet I understand Health Care coverage IS a business and Pretty Much about the Bottom Line. The majority of us over 50 have worked most if not all of our adult lives and yet situational circumstances can show up in our lives even when we think we have prepared ourselves it can get scary out here. If one isn't a good advocator for themselves or for their family members one could easily fall through the cracks as I could have had I not advocated for myself (which, included needing to bring in one of my local Senator's to intervene on my behalf when I saw my health care was being delayed STRICTLY based on WHO was paying and WHEN). Don't think it isn't hard out here...It Is.
Melody
How can it be that you look more like yourself now than you used to before the illness? I am so glad you have this prosthesis now because it fits so well, and also, I am naive enough to pretend that this means you will be here longer than you might have been several years ago, if that makes any sense. And why the hell is a person's health in the United States just a means to make money? That really, truly boils my blood. I am Canadian, but despite that, I am astonished at that twisted, dehumanized way of thinking in the twenty-first century. The United States is a great country, it just doesn't make sense. So, Roger, please continue to be more yourself everyday and to write this blog, because we need you more than ever. By the way, the beard looks good on you,too, I'm curious, did you ever grow a beard? Cheers!
Saw where they were offering 90% off Leno chins. Glad you passed on that one. Money ain't everything.
Kudos Mr. Ebert. You truly are an inspiration. As others have said before me, your sense of humor and courage are, to say the least, highly commendable (boy that sounds wimpy but you know what I am trying to say). It appears you have turned a major corner.
As for the beard, I'd say Dr. Andrew Weil or...maybe Gabby Hayes - LOL. Many thanks for sharing. Who you are is far more important than how you look.
Hello Mr. Ebert,
My name is Isaac Wright-Lichter and I am 16-years-old. I am a passionate lover of movies and am studying to be a movie historian and film critic. I just want you to know that I appreciate the work you do very, very much.
I *really* like the way you write a review! The thing that makes your reviews so good is how you can find something interesting to say in every one. For instance, in your Great Movies review for Bonnie and Clyde, you open with: “There is a moment in "Bonnie and Clyde'' when Bonnie, frightened and angry, runs away from Clyde through a field of wheat, and as he pursues her, a cloud sweeps across the field and shadows them. Seen in a high, wide-angle shot, it is one of those moments of serendipity given to few movies. Today the cloud could be generated by computers; on the day the scene was filmed in Texas, it was a perfectly timed accident of nature.” "Bonnie and Clyde" is a movie I’ve always liked and I never knew this—it really made me want to read more of what you had to say.
I also really enjoy watching "At the Movies with Siskel & Ebert" and later with Richard Roeper. I love watching you and Siskel argue with each other, (especially in the video review of "The Silence of the Lambs", a film which you liked and Siskel didn’t.) And later in your very split verdict video review of "The Village" with Richard Roeper.
I understand that the past five years have been very hard on you because of your cancer. I want you to know how glad I am that you are still very healthy and that you are so dedicated for your work that you keep on at it. I check your website rogerebert.com every day, always eager to read any new reviews that you have posted. I will keep reading, watching and admiring your work. It is a true inspiration to me.
I hope nothing but the best for you,
Yours Truly,
Isaac Wright-Lichter
Thank you Mr Ebert for reminding us what life is all about. We live not to work but work to live. That's why we admire your courage; endurance and it is your victorious battle which motivates many of us to hang in there!
Please continue to write; keep us lavishly fed with your insightful thinking plus the varied genre which keep us eye-opened and generous in film critique. We admire you and will keep supporting you with your writing. All my best wishes on your health!
Roger, you are reverred by countless people including myself.
Do you have any idea why?
When I started writing a comment, I said "You inspire me..." but couldn't elaborate correctly and it did't sound like something I would normally say so it was deleted.
In my own experience, I was a very young man when I acquired one of your 4 star books (circa 1986-76). I had seen about 3 of all the films listing in that book. But one review of a film I had seen (and liked) talked about the film on a whole new level. I was excited. To think a film I had liked suddenly had a whole new appeal. I watched it again and thus began my love affair with film.
I had worked my way through most of that book, excluding the foreign entries which were not available at the time. At the present time I can say I have seen them all. Shoah was the last and possibly the most rewarding.
I was and still am in awe as to how you interpret a film, how you manage to, not only remain relevant in the new media but be at the leading edge, and how you have turned many things into positives.
You're not a saint, and you've been very fortunate in life, but I hope you know that you are very unique. You have done so much good in life and I don't see any sign of slowing. Anyway, fick it, you inspire me.
Leonald Maltin? Half-right. Leonard Maltin & David Stratton's lovechild for sure.
Well now Mike..."their money"? How do you feel about bankers and other CEO's receiving HUGE bonus's and severance payout's for jobs that were less than adequate? Benefiting from stimulus cash that will land on the backs of middle class and underemployed citizens, and their future generations. Just because their contracts guaranteed these obscenities, leaving no incentive to produce quality, they gambled, lost and won all the same.
Your statement to let those who choose to donate to charities is moot. Ours versus theirs is so lopsided that the greedy are holding the cards and they don't share. Middle class has generally given a substantial percentage of their income compared to wealthier counterparts. (http://abcnews.go.com/2020/story?id=2682730&page=2).
Leaving those who don't wish to participate in giving back to the communities that garnered them immense wealth is immoral on every level of civility, and most likely criminal.
Everyone deserves basic and occasionally advanced treatment to become contributing citizens. Those that are in advanced stages need our compassion and support for comfort and dignity within their families to deal with such hardships.
This should not, can not be about the ability to pay. It needs to be based on common goals we set as a humane society. What life is undeserving of the best medical help available?
I amazes me the difference in wealthy longevity to the average joe. You Mike, seem to speak from the other side of the great divide. May you an yours suffer little so as not to encounter what the masses deal with daily.
i have never commented on your articles before, i don't know why i do now.
however, i have enjoyed your writing and your television presence since i was a little boy and it really means something when you say, it's been a good life so far, and there is always a scale of troubles, i am ready to tackle more life.
i don't always feel that way. and sometimes i feel guilty that many have it worse than my mental/chemical troubles.
i'm sure immense energy and internal resources are used in your continuing life and craft, and yet you sum it up in a few hundred words with so much boldness. what i hear, is: 'sometimes things are hard, i get frightened, i look around, i act, and i go on, and, you know what, i am glad'.
Thank you Mr. Ebert.
Personally, I find that the beard gives you a striking resemblance to two other people I'd love to meet: Oliver Sacks and James Randi. Now if you could just lose some of that hair...
Thankfully no one will ever use the following phrase in relation to you: "What ever happened to . . ."
You've put so much of yourself 'out there' & suffered the "slings & arrows" not only of outrageous Fortune, but of those narrow-minded &/or sanctimoniously wedded to their viewpoints, be they social, political or financial.
Can't recall (shamefully) the attribution, but "Tests are gifts. And great tests are great gifts. To fail the test is a misfortune, but to refuse the test is to refuse the gift." A great test for you has resulted in a great gift to the rest of us who've followed your critical assessments of cinema & life.
My face has changed over the years, too, but at a distance of 50 yards my friends say I look just fine. Welcome back into our living room.
Keep it up, Roger! Your reviews are great. The people who criticize you must have a hard time knowing that their movie tastes suck.
Dear Roger,
I just read your blog entry "Go gentle into that good night", and was impressed by the depth of your warmth and thoughts on life and death.
In truth, I was searching for a quote of yours my mother had particularly liked; something about how there's a beginning and an end, but it's what in between that matters. I'm asking because we've misplaced the quote, and my mother is on her deathbed, unconscious, and we'd like to read it at her memorial service. She has had a cruelly short and arduous struggle with peritoneal cancer.
You seem to take the time to read all comments - something for which you should be commended - and so I hope you will read this one and respond.
Much appreciated, and all the best to you and your family.
Ebert: Oh, my. That's from Beckett, and it may not be for a memorial service. From memory: We are born astride the grace, the light glimmers for an instant, and all is dark again.
Maybe a better idea: Raymond Carver's poem, "Gravy."
The Beckett quote is "grave", not "grace" (Pozzo, in WfG). I also recommend "The Lesson of the Moth".
The prosthesis looks great, but I'd be partial to the fake Abe Lincoln beard. Or maybe you should embrace your inner Bond Villain and have studio make-up come up with something unique and cinematic.
In the end, it doesn't matter what you wear. I just watched your new show and love it! Different and with a broader scope than the inestimable original. But still a worthy successor.
I'll be tuning in for every episode.
Thank you for sharing this very personal journey with the world. The world we live in right now is full of people afraid to be honest, to embrace thier truest self and who only want to be what they think everyone else thinks they should be.
I saw a video clip about you a few weeks ago, speaking about the journey you have been on, with your wife at your side.
That made me misty and really gave me pause to think. Then I read this - a greatly articulate inspiring story of dealing with what we have the best way we can.
I too write about my journey, because for the longest time I was afraid to. When we are honest with our self and tell our story, we find that people really appreciate authenticity - what is missing from so many people's lives.
Thank you again!
Roger Ebert -- You are awesome! I used to watch you and Siskel back when I was a kid (late 80's/early 90's). Am looking forward to the new show as well.
I really think that you should go with the beard. Unless it looks worse in real life than in that photo, I think it's a fine look -- very distinguished, as someone else said.
Ebert: It's a Photoshop.
Roger
I think I can relate to your predicament. I was born missing my right hand - my right arm ends just below the elbow.
To help me do basic things (or to make doing those things easier to do), I wear a prosthetic hook. While it is custom-made, created from a mould of my stump, it's pretty old technology. I've never gone the route of a myoelectric, based in part on a negative experience with an ancient prototype in my childhood, and also the fact that it is heavier to wear. The hook doesn't look very attractive; from a cosmetic point of view, it is actually quite crude.
Of course, I don't like being physically handicapped. Among other things, I'm a terrible typist! But, wouldn't you know, my job involves a lot of typing. Sometimes you just need to laugh at life's little ironies.
My stump, visible when I'm not wearing my hook, is likewise not attractive. I would dearly love to have two hands, but it's never going to happen. And when I see, first hand (pardon the pun) through my travels, the plight of so many poorer human beings, I realise how fortunate I am. (Although, seeing amputees in developing countries is personally extremely heartbreaking.)
What I know in my own life, is that my colleagues at work don't care a bit about the fact that I'm disabled. They interact with me as though nothing is different between us - and that's how I like it! They treat me no different from everyone else.
This forum demonstrates that so many of your readers have long ago "gotten over" your physical appearance. It's a difficult issue for you, I know, compounded by your interest in coming back to television. Your prosthesis looks very good. But I'm not really big on beards.
Good luck. And keep writing!
Roger ,
As so many we enjoy slip into yesterday, We all thank you for keeping the up with your reviews and show. I know we can always count on you . Stay put your an inspriation and a dam good critic!
Although the prosthesis in the photo does look like part of Jack Haley make-up in the Wizard of Oz, he played the Tin Man. Ray Bolger played the Scarecrow. But I bet you knew that.
Love the new show, Roger! The updated template works, and so does the content as presented by all the contributors. Your use of Herzog's voice enhanced what was already a charming, lyrical review and gave it almost a sort of appropriately trippy edge, if that makes any sense. So far, this show seems like crack for movie lovers, because I already want more -- but unlike crack, it's got a lot of nutritional value. So congratulations to everyone involved for making a show that is basically like a kind of highly addictive broccoli.
Roger as he is looks awesome. 'Cause he's Roger.
Yer pal
Camster
You have been, and will always be, my favorite movie critic.
God bless you Roger!
Finally my first post made it. I'll try the links now. I think you of all people could appreciate these:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wPr-TwPh9sk -- J'accuse by Abel Gance. The most powerful images in this shaky clip are from c. 7.20 on. If anyone ever wanted to know why the French were reluctant to enter World War II, it was because they lived with images such as these -- the faces are real
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8epVBKiMmns (turn the music off)
- early prostheses from 1918, and some great skill on show from the early days of medicine.
Rob
Roger
On the movie front, here's a guy to watch out for.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/%C3%89dgar_Ram%C3%ADrez
I was just watching a movie called Carlos the Jackal which seems to be a condensed version of a recent TV mini series and although the movie is good but not great he is very striking as the lead.
One of these actors/actresses you think "yea we will be seeing a lot of this person in the future" when you initially see them in something.
Cheers!
Thank you for intercourse this really individualized journeying with the humanity. The domain we smoldering in just now is untouched of grouping agoraphobic to be open, to hug thier truest self and who only impoverishment to be what they cogitate everyone else thinks they should be.
I saw a video cutting about you a few weeks ago, mumbling virtually the journey you have been on, with your mate at your select.
That prefabricated me misty and rattling gave me interrupt to expect. Then I scan this - a greatly speaking exalting account of dealing with what we jazz the physiologist way we can.
I too create almost my journey, because for the longest example I was xenophobic to. When we are echt with our ego and archer our account, we get that people real increase authenticity - what is wanting from so galore grouping's lives.
Thank you again!
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ratnakar
Don't know if someone already suggested this one, but here's a suggestion:
http://26.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_kt6q4xO5si1qz7908o1_500.jpg
Chances are, Lady Gaga can hook you up.
Roger, whatever suits your comfort is fine with me. I continue to be inspired by your attitude and grace.
Saw the new show last night; mostly positive impressions (I wrote an essay about it for my blog). Loved Kim Morgan's piece and I thought the format of Ebert's Office was an inspired choice - what better tribute to a writer than to have others read his words? I hope this is a long-term decision with a revolving cast of actors and directors taking a turn.
Congratulations to you and Chaz on the launch of a new chapter. So thrilled that ATM is back.
Your life and work since the illness is a great example of the "Turing test", and one of the finest examples of what instant communication and the modern Internet were intended to be. Everything should be based on content; no prejudices of appearance, class, nationality, gender, identity. An individual can express oneself to a small audience, or to the world, and be judged solely on the quality and level and content of one's thoughts. (Sigh.) And instead the communications media get used just like soapboxes, to broadcast narrow viewpoints from those who yell loudest. (Bigger sigh.) We had such hopes for television, too. :-)
PS - The beard *does* look professorial. I think the prosthesis should grow one. Hey, you're around the movie business, there must be cosmetics and effects people up to the challenge!
Roger:
My mother always told me that there were no strangers in this world but only friends you have not yet met. I have found this for the most part to be true.
In your case, I have never met you personally but over many years have watched your shows and read your reviews and collected your books.
You are no stranger to me. You are my friend. And I am proud of how my friend has triumphed over this bump in the road.
Can't wait to spend some more time with you again.
Your pal,
Kurt
I am horror stricken because it seems that Roger Ebert Presents At the Movies will not be broadcast in Mount Vernon Wa where I live (general Seattle area). Please give me some insight into what I can do to rectify this. I have watched your review shows since you and Gene Siskel started and I lived in Calgary, Alberta then! Surely, Seattle, one of the most literary cities in America can get your program.
As for your appearance, you look fine to us your loyal fans, but sometimes doing what you can to make it easier for those who are not as brave as you, is a kindness. Too bad you have to spend energy even thinking about it.
If there is anything you can do about the Seattle market it would be forever appreciated.
Thank you,
Valeri Zwick
Ebert: You can see the show right now at
www.ebertpresents.com
I honestly think you look fine either way Roger. When I read your reviews, I still hear your original voice in my mind just like it ever was. I am truly thrilled you are returning to television and am hoping that you might again do your special 'If We Picked the Winners' once again. Any possibility of that? Each year I looked forward to it , even more than the Oscar telecast itself. Cheers!
You sir, are a g'damned badass. Bravo!!!
Roger, your experience with cancer reminds me of my grandpa's, which brought dramatic changes to his facial appearance and left him unable to speak as well. Unfortunately, for him, the cancer only slowed down for a few months before it came back with an unstoppable vengeance. After seeing that happen to him and seeing you deal with very similar circumstances, I'm really excited to see you overcome this and not let it slow you down. I definitely share your passion for film and highly respect (and often agree with) your opinion for what's good in/for film and what's not and am glad you are still around to light the way to good cinema.
Thanks again for helping us to recognize the art in trash and the trash in art. May you have many more years of success, happiness, and writing some damn good reading material!
Dan
Speaking of looks; thanks for placing a optimistic picture of yourself on the front
cover of your movie yearbook; instead of that gloomy, lifeless picture you have
posted on your web, where you expecting to die.
Talking about pictures, I was going to comment about it; in your third great movies
book blog (I don't see any illustrations in this book; are they giving you a hard time,
you know that I buy your books for the pictures), but I had a bad predicament a couple of months ago; preventing me to comment on your best blogs in November;
in particular a double bill one and also a very impressive foreign correspondent one;
I'm going to have to come back for them; when I can make more time for myself;
..........busy, busy, busy......this...fucking recession is rubbing off on me in more
ways than you can imagine.
Good-luck on your new show (even though I have a satellite; PBS is one of my
favorite channels, I grew up on Maya Angelou, and Patricia Routledge; compensate
for the lack of Grandparents; caught them in three different stages of my life: a kid,
a teenager and in my twenties at different regions of the world), I hope this show
turns out to be like you want it to be, the mother of all shows about critics on film.
*You haven't told us yet; how does it feel like to be slender;
last decade you where big.
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Thanks for recommending the other day "The Boston Strangler"; I can't believe a
movie as good as this was collecting dust instead of momentum over the decades;
since it's release some forty years ago, it should take it's rightful place alongside
such great (psycho thrillers) as "M", "Peeping Tom" and "Psycho"; with emphasis
on psychotic over thriller, releasing the monster midway through the film (obviously
somebody's been taking notes); paid off by Mr. Curtis (R.I.P); giving him probably
the finniest performance of his career (he not just nailed the part; he overcomes it),
giving us an original and fresh perspective on the role of a psychopath.
Actually the man goes as far as becoming the character; if one were to observe
his latter stage, truly astonishing; if there were a sequel he would've been in the
same statues as Hannibal Lecter........more like colleagues.
Speaking of Lecter; I'm familiar with your fascination with this character; I remember
reading once that you wished they would make a prequel or him in his youthful years;
have you had the chance to see "Hannibal Rising", I wouldn't say it is a satisfactory
to the character; nevertheless Mr. De Laurentiis eye for elegance is intact, strange
he never recruited David Fincher for any of his projects; they seem a good match.
oger - My love of movies began at about the same time that you and Gene aired your first show on WTTW in Chicago. Since that time I have ferreted out each incarnation of your show, no matter where I lived. I now reside in Maryland, and just by chance happened to catch the first installment of your new show last Sunday. It's wonderful to see your famous thumbs logo again!
Not surprisingly, your segment was my favorite part of the show. Personally, your physical appearance doesn't matter to me. I've been a loyal fan for some thirty years because of your wisdom, your wit, and because I believe that at the heart of it all you are more "movie fan" than "film critic". Back in Chicago I ran into only once at a little "theater dive", just around the corner from Second City, circa 1985.
Welcome back! Keep up the good work, and save me an aisle seat!
You are an inspiration.... Others who have given up hope, now have you as an example, that things can get better.
Keep on trucking, my good man! Tangled Up In Blue for no longer. Your words are an inspiration and your attitude is exemplary. Keep your chin up! (Oops! Tasteless joke? I hope not! Freudian slip, really!) All the best! Love your commentary, keep it coming! You've got fans galore! My humble self among them,
Jeff
I have always maintained that only Jesus Christ and Santa Claus look distinguished in a beard. For most others sporting whiskers, an aura of undisciplined scruffiness and impoverishment surrounds them. However, upon viewing the superimposition of a beard upon your features in the photograph above, Mr. Ebert, I must say you would look dignified and even avuncular in a beard as well. Have you considered growing natural facial hair? Have you ever had a natural beard or mustache?
Hell, I'm just glad you are alive, thriving, and still writing!!! And I am really looking forward to your new show!
Your technicians have done a marvelous job with the prosthesis and I like you in the beard, too, being partial to facial hair (others', not my own!). But I really am glad you are here and still writing. I would miss you, and it, if you were gone.
Keep on truckin', Roger! You and Chaz are incredible. God bless......
Sincerely,
Dee Luther
When I look at the bottom photo, two words comes to mind: duct tape.
I wonder if duct tape could fix 3D?
Best wishes,
Eddie
Inspiring article, but why put a picture of Samuel R. Delaney at the top?
You deserve the bionic beard. Some of the geeks out there doing hardware hacking should get on this and do something useful for society and build the first one for you.
Thank you for sharing your experience so publicly, especially online where so many people fill comment boards with negativity. You are truly an inspiration, Mr. Ebert.
You were apart of my TV life for a long time...I still hear your voice in those movie reviews...Continued success in your new ventures.
Thank you for being an inspiration for thyroid cancer survivors. My teenage daughter has been battling thyroid cancer for 6 long years and yesterday we learned that her 4th surgery wasn't successful and that the disease remains in her young body.
Keep up the great work! P.S. You look great either way.
Dear Mr. Ebert,
It may have been best said by Michael Douglas at this year's Golden Globes - "There's gotta be an easier way to get a standing ovation".
As a fellow head/neck cancer patient who's just wrapped up chemo and radiation, I couldn't agree more. I lost the better part of my tongue to cancer in September of last year. Luckily my surgeon seemed to channel Michelangelo as I've not got the scarring that I'd expected and the new tongue part that he made from my forearm works like a champ! I was eating pretty much whatever I wanted to before chemo/radiation and am waiting for my mouth to calm back down before I try again.
I wanted to write and let you know what an inspiration you are to me and likely to many other head/neck cancer patients. It's truly great knowing that people can, and do, make it through this. I hope that I can make it through whatever else gets thrown at me with such aplomb! Seeing you in your office (brief as it was) was reassuring and brought a sense of hope to my own situation.
I'm a little taken aback by some of the comments here and just wanted give you a tip o' the hat.
Keep on keeping on,
Scott
Oh Gosh Man;
It just occurred to me; this is the first time ever (over the many years) seeing you
with a beard, you look like a recent descendant of somebody from the Mediterranean;
it changes your being completely.
Speaking of looks; thanks for placing a optimistic picture of yourself on the front
cover of your movie yearbook; instead of that gloomy, lifeless picture you have
posted on your web, where you expecting to die.
Talking about pictures, I was going to comment about it; in your third great movies
book blog (I don't see any illustrations in this book; are they giving you a hard time,
you know that I buy your books for the pictures), but I had a bad predicament a couple of months ago; preventing me to comment on your best blogs in November;
in particular a double bill one and also a very impressive foreign correspondent one;
I'm going to have to come back for them; when I can make more time for myself;
..........busy, busy, busy......this...fucking recession is rubbing off on me in more
ways than you can imagine.
Good-luck on your new show (even though I have a satellite; PBS is one of my
favorite channels, I grew up on Maya Angelou, and Patricia Routledge; compensate
for the lack of Grandparents; caught them in three different stages of my life: a kid,
a teenager and in my twenties at different regions of the world), I hope this show
turns out to be like you want it to be, the mother of all shows about critics on film.
*You haven't told us yet; how does it feel like to be slender;
last decade you where big.
**********************************************
Thanks for recommending the other day "The Boston Strangler"; I can't believe a
movie as good as this was collecting dust instead of momentum over the decades;
since it's release some forty years ago, it should take it's rightful place alongside
such great (psycho thrillers) as "M", "Peeping Tom" and "Psycho"; with emphasis
on psychotic over thriller, releasing the monster midway through the film (obviously
somebody's been taking notes); paid off by Mr. Curtis (R.I.P); giving him probably
the finniest performance of his career (he not just nailed the part; he overcomes it),
giving us an original and fresh perspective on the role of a psychopath.
Actually the man goes as far as becoming the character; if one were to observe
his latter stage, truly astonishing; if there were a sequel he would've been in the
same statues as Hannibal Lecter........more like colleagues.
Speaking of Lecter; I'm familiar with your fascination with this character; I remember
reading once that you wished they would make a prequel or him in his youthful years;
have you had the chance to see "Hannibal Rising", I wouldn't say it is a satisfactory
to the character; nevertheless Mr. De Laurentiis eye for elegance is intact, strange
he never recruited David Fincher for any of his projects; they seem a good match.
I admire your strength and determination. I also had H & N cancer, but located in the floor of my mouth. For now I am only very mildly disfigured, my neck is wonkly looking and my smile crooked. Also I talk with a noticeable impediment, but of course it is all worth it. Down the road if the cancer comes back I was told it would not be pretty. My jaw will have to be removed also, which is distressing, but I have you as a role model. If it does come back I know that I too can go on and live a normal life, just as Mr. Ebert. So thank you for sharing your courage and strength with all of us.
Ebert: Possibly your jaw could be rebuilt using your fibula. I'm not a doctor, but my free advice is, if there's any possibility of surgery in the area, avoid pre-surgical radiation because it can weaken the tissue and impair its abilty to heal.
Dear Roger Ebert, thank you for everything.
I have always loved reading your columns, and hearing your thoughts on life, movies, and everything. I don't always agree with you on what makes a good movie or what is a good movie, but I enjoy hearing your perspective.
Because of you, I've seen more movies than I probably would have, although I'm still peeved about Pan's Labryrinth, because although it was well-made, I left a little shell shocked. (Ditto The Wrestler!) I like happy endings! Still, I enjoyed The Frozen River, and The Trucker, Let the Right One In, and so many others that I would not have, had it not been for you pointing me in that direction. My horizons have been expanded forever, thanks to you.
And thank you for sharing your, how do I say this without being trite, your trials and tribulations. If you can make it through a day, then I can make it through a day; if you can make a living doing what you love, then so can I.
I hope your new chin works out fabulously, and I'm looking forward to the new show! Thumbs up! I'll be there with popcorn in the center row. : D
Best Regards,
Christina
I think you'll understand me when I say the only thing that's ever mattered to me, where you are concerned, is the lucidity, insight, good humor, openness, and warmth of your reviews. Because these qualities flow from the whole person that you are, I'm well aware that anything that's good for you has been good for me, all the way from Chaz down to the things I'll never know about you. Thank you for having been there and continuing to be there, Roger. To the extent that a prosthesis or beard will help you carry on, I'm all for it. And if you ever don't want it, then OK, too.
P.S. Because it drives me batshit, I also have to say that the Waterfall Immunity Rule entry in your Little Movie Glossary could not be less true of The Fugitive. Using it as an example of the pursuers "going away" because the hero leaps into a waterfall makes me wonder WTF the entry writer can have been thinking.
Mr. Ebert,
Thank you for your candor and writing about such a difficult personal subject.
I have to be honest I had no idea of your story and remember you as a likeable fellow doing movie reviews. I love your prostheses and your regular face.
So moving and uplifting!
:) Kathy
I like the beard, Roger, very professorial. Goes great with your usual snazzy preppie duds. I'm a little surprised you hadn't tried out that look before, it suits you.
As a longtime fan of yours (I used to watch you and Gene on the original "Sneak Previews" on PBS over 30 years ago), please allow me to add my best wishes to you. In addition to being an insightful and intelligent person, you are also extraordinarily brave man. You have persevered through some very trying times with grace and good humor. I wish you many many healthy and happy years to come.
PS: Your prosthesis looks terrific but your true fans don't care what you look like on the outside anyway.
I've been a fan since you started on PBS around 1976. Please synthe